Alison Neville, Psychic Intuitive

 I have known Ali since 2008.  I came to know her as a result of my awakening and my subsequent membership in an online forum having to do with the concept of the twinsoul and soulmate.  We struck up a conversation at a time when I had questions, a time when I was beginning to question what was being said about the phenomenon or "twins" as well as the subject of awakening (which is often couched hand-in-glove with one another). I realized in our talks that I had found someone who had been teasing out th light from the noise for years and was brave enough to go her own way when her conclusions differed from the crowd.  In many ways the subject of the twinsoul or soulmate or twinray is itself a crowd of people who have shoe-horned a feeling into a narrative that, while it seems to make a kind of sense because of how the experience feels, has always struck me as not being the full story.  This became the backdrop against which her and my conversations began. In truth, she saved my life at a critical time when I very much needed someone who could help me show me the way ahead.  It was interesting because instead of being someone who just told me the way it was, it was more like she was telling me what I had been trying to formulate myself straight out of intuition.  As a result, this gave my conversations with her a ring of authenticity.....which is to say not a false sense of the authentic, but the true-blue stuff.  That information has held up well over the years.  It stood in contrast to what everyone else was saying about the connections that are forged in such circumstances, but it also served to reveal the potential that humans have for self-transformation if we can get out of our own way. 

 

In most cases, the "twin" winds up being a barrier to full self realization because of how the connection is being fueled by karma.  It is hard to imagine that something so incredible and powerful could be catalyzed by karma, but once traced back, you can see for yourself that it is true.  I will be the first to admit that the bulk of the experience with twins appears to be something that it is not. The reason for this is that for the most part the really powerful karma for humans at this stage in our development has been negative.  Now, bear in mind that the universe is neutral.  It operates according to some very basic laws and one of those is that karma will create chemistry.  It will draw people who have interacted and gotten entanglements in the past (and future) together.  It is a law of attraction.  However, the universe does not judge or decide one connection over another....it just creates the chemistry to power a super incredible connection.  That being said, it probably means that you could have a "twin" who killed you in a past life.  In fact, it may actually be the case that you and your twin were involved in this kind of thing over and over for a lifetime or two.  Now, the past seemingly far from your conscious view, you now have this powerful draw to them, and you just don't know why.  But if you are really honest with yourself, you might begin to find the architecture of your past encounters with this person present in your heart and mind, albeit a bit disjointed in some ways.  Maybe "incomplete" would be a better word here. However, you may find yourself feeling anxiety or even fear around this person at times, and for no known reason. There is a charge present that the person may find hard to know what to do with.  This charge, absent knowing, is used to fuel a strong connection with the other person who was involved.  I will be the first to admit that digging this deep into these connections results in some disillusionment.  This was what we did and I found that I was able to drive my awakening to another level.  I also was able to accelerate the releases that were taking place slowly so that I could remove a lifetime of stored emotion from the body.  This was the stuff of what we were involved in.  We talked about how mind and matter align when used in the right way, how to heal, how to let go of old stories, and how to be the best you that you could be.  

Alison is an amazing type of psychic who is called an intuitive.  I saw her abilities early on in our conversations when she would be reading me as we spoke. Given the time I have known her, I can say that she knew things about me that I had not yet come to know, such as the nature of relationships of people who I knew well but she did not.  I had a number of instances where the things that she described that sounded completely off-base to me at the time (I just didn't know what she knew) that wound up being just as she had told me.  These were intricate, detailed, and specific things about my life and the people around me.  She, at this time, didn't know me from Adam.  How could she be so accurate?  

Over the years she has been able to assist me with releasing stored emotional energy in my energy field.  For some, I know that this idea will sound odd, perhaps counter-intuitive.  However, what we are now learning is what the ancients have known for centuries which is that the "body thinks."  I would take it one step further and say that it also feels. To explain what I mean you only need to observe a discovery that has been made recently in biology, which is that researchers have found neurons scattered throughout the body.  Neurons were normally thought to be those cell structures specific to the brain.  To put this into perspective, the human gut has as many neurons as the brain of the average house cat.  Now, pray tell me, what is your gut doing with that much processing power?  What does your gut tell you?  It doesn't stop there, though.  In the heart, there is an astounding number of these neurons.  It has recently been discovered that the heart sends more information to the brain than the brain sends to the heart.  Electrical signals equals information, so this is completely opposite from what we had expected.  I think this helps to begin to point out that the body is indeed a repository for thought and feeling.  What is interesting here is also the reality that humans are the only mammal that does not have a way to release stored trauma.  All other mammals exhibit this capacity through an instinctive reaction to trauma by way of intense bodily shaking.  This was discovered by an animal behaviorist who saw that animals that were attacked in the wild by large prey animals but who survived, all would go through a shaking fit.  He found that when he induced shaking in humans, it gave them relief from PTSD (he worked with veterans from the Iraq war). 

As a result of this tendency that humans have for storing our old baggage is we have become one heck of a neurotic species!  I really mean it.  We go about our day, holding it all in, not fully realizing how we are holding it all in and after mid-life we turn 'round and feel like we are about to explode.  Is this any way to live?  No, no it isn't.  

What is so interesting is that the force of kundalini, which is at its root an energetic event and phenomenon linked directly to prana or qi, is that its presence is know to release these blocks.  For me, my journey became one of feeling these blocks fall away and the relief that it brought (albeit block by block, link by link, yard by yard). I was able to benefit from what a kundalini awakening had on offer. It was also interesting to me that I saw that the stimulation of kundalini was based in my removing a key block from my field of awareness. This has been one very big hint about how to bring on kundalini that most of the teachings (maybe all of them) do not address.  Anyway, there you have it; clear yourself of enough material and it will be easier to awaken. This subject is covered throughout this blog. My last post before this one is on the architecture of the energy body and how and where emotion can get stuck in the meridians.  In my last healing session with Ali she dug into the three points in my hip which was where I had a very stubborn series of blocks which she released inside of an hour. Boom.  Years of angst and upset stored in my body and nearly all of it was just gone.  Poof.  And the path through it?  A process of allowing the stored energy to express or in some way move so that it can begin to move out of the position that it had been in for decades.  There was a correlation with the psoas muscle in the hip/back area and the L line that goes up the right side of my body up into the shoulder where it does this little shift where that energy goes out through the arm and fingers.  What she did was like clearing out an old clogged garden hose so it could flow more freely. In flowing more freely it meant that there was less turbulence.  Energy was calmer, it flowed, it did not become disruptive.  The truth is, we can get used to the energy being disruptive.  It becomes the devil that we know.  Poof. Gone.  She did that. 

She does it in person, she does it over the phone, it doesn't really matter for her. She can deal with one person or a group.  She works with corporations, NFL coaches, heads of large well-known companies.  She worked with TED for a time on their board.  She helps ordinary people like you and me learn how to anchor a better existence. 

So a few weeks ago I went to visit her to help her with some marketing materials.  She had helped me so much it was time to return the favor.  We swam in the Pacific ocean off the coast of Santa Catalina Island and I filmed  her and the ocean, which she loves so much.  I was able to put together a video for her which she will be using to help her get the word out about her gift and her services which she has been providing to people for decades now.  She is the best kept secret that I know of!  

I would be remiss if I didn't provide you with a way to get in touch with her.  You can find her on Facebook under Alison Neville.  Also, you can find her website at https://alisonneville.com.  If you would like to set up a session with Ali I am happy to give you her direct line, just leave me a message with a way to contact you and I will be happy to do so.  This video that I am posting is on her Youtube channel, which is under her name (I had no trouble finding it). 

If you have a challenge, it really doesn't matter what it is because Ali will be able to read it.  Her gift also comes with a way to solve the problem that is tailored to the person.  It's just that crazy amazing.  All you need is to have a set of questions about the things that hang you up the most or that give you the most trouble in your life.  Then watch her go to work.  When she says that she works in miracles, she isn't kidding.  Give her a try,  she will not disappoint!

Namasté...

The Divine Counterpart

This is a piece written over three years ago that discusses an aspect of awakening that involves something called a soul connection.  Some may think that the awakening of kundalini is something you do in a solitary way, but kundalini is about connectivity, of waking up to realizing that everything is connected.  As this happens, the Law of Attraction kicks in and a journey begins that can lead you to unexpected but marvelous places while learning about your birthright as an unfolding soul on this planet....

Almost two years ago I embarked on a journey that has changed my life in a pretty fundamental way, and is one most difficult to explain or relate. I suspect the terms used to describe the phenomenon could well be distortive, but for many experiencing this, its a place to hang your hat.
The "hook" or term used for what I have been going through is the twin soul or twin flame experience. Regardless of what you might think of the terms used to describe this phenomenon, it shares a host of symptoms and experiences which have a tendency to be common amongst others going through this same experience.

Imagine waking up one day to a curious feeling that you are aware of another person.....not someone you can see with your eyes, not someone whom you may even know, but a sense of presence near you, in your head and heart. Then imagine having a series of odd synchronicities surrounding the issue of this other person, as well as dreams. Some will dream of this other person and know what they look like, or might see the inside of their home. Suddenly and without warning, its as though some new set of experiences have come and made their home in your life. At first, you think you are going crazy. You begin having all kinds of crazy thoughts about this person. You notice an incredible pull to this person. You think that for whatever reason, you are just having some innexplicable psychic communication happening and it will go away after a few days. It doesn't. It grows stronger. What' more, you seem to know who this person is, and in my case, it was someone I knew relatively little about who was on a message board on a topic I was interested in. While we both danced around the issue for a few weeks, we both admitted that we were both feeling something. This would be where you begin to question your sanity a little bit, but something deep within you drives you forward. You suspend disbelief for a bit and see where this goes. There is something about the FEEL of this that is very compelling. As you do, more strange events occur that mesh with the physical, some are oddly synchronistic while others might tell you details about the person involved that you just could not know otherwise. Enough happens to keep your attention piqued and in the game.

You begin to notice that this other person has an incredible ability to know what you are feeling and when. If you are suddenly sad, this person can feel it. You begin to have the sense that you know this person not from the outside in but from the inside out. It begins to feel as though you both are sharing something deep and fundamental, and the sense of familiarity with this person goes beyond anything you have experienced before. It feels like this person is joined at the hip with you, but in an unseen way. Your own inner psychic space feels more cramped than usual.....because there is another person there in that space. You get used to this feeling, but in the beginning you wonder if you are not going through some odd form of possession.

Then the chakras or energy centers in the body begin to fire up. It begins at the base chakra where all of the strong sexual and primal feelings emerge. This energy begins to move upwards and as this happens, you begin to be aware of a subtle presence that seems to guide this upward flow. This energy has a sense of sentience, of will, and intelligence. As this energy presence rises, it begins to come into contact with a host of blockages which you suspect are the result of unresolved issues from your past hardened into dark rock- like stones which you had forgotten had been lain there. These are seen for what they are and cast aside, and as this happens, this presence/energy drives upwards through the chakra chain. Suddenly, one day, the energy is ringing your heart. You have this odd certainty that this energy is attempting to fold itself into you, to bring about some inner change in you, and its a result of this connection to this other person, someone who feels like they fit into some long since forgotten void, like a puzzle piece so well fit that when you feel your inner self it gets hard to know where this person ends and you begin. Thus, the term "Twin Soul." This is not about knowing as much as it is about feeling and trusting what it is you are feeling. Its as if the invisible world is suddenly coming to life in a way that is both disconcerting yet oddly familiar.

Over time there is no question something is happening. This twin is connected to you and will sometimes tell you things about you that you have never told anyone else before. Whatsmore, your energy body does not feel the same. There is a growing sense of radiance, of intense bliss that comes in waves. At its root, it is intensely sexual, and the energy moves upward as it is "filtered" or modulated through the different centers (or chakras) until it reaches the top of the head where the energy loops back around in perfect torus-like shape to begin the cycle again. At its root this experience is an energetic one, and makes one feel as though there is a divinity to human sexual experience, that a large part of the sexual experience had simply been missed in prior physical experiences. In time, this nonphysical union feels far more blissful, more majestic and right than any physical experience before it. Its as though they physical and spiritual aspects of this experience overlap, but the inner merging that happens moment by moment in the mundane passing of time with these two people offers something that is head and shoulders above mere sex. Over time, as this energy situates itself in you, you feel a steady stream of near orgasmic energy moving through you. This takes time, and a whole lot of thinking that your libido just suddenly shot through the roof. Instead of one big burst of orgasmic release, this experience offers a slower, gentler but steady sense of orgasmic flow that seems most at home when allowed to simply be without any physical encouragement. It feels as though by letting this gentle flow move through you that you steadily increase your ability to feel its force in your ongoing. While it can be incredibly distracting at first, learning how to steady its force instead of letting the energy fly free like horses unbridled is important for developing a state of balance with this new presence in your life.

What many people say they experience is the divinity in this inner spiritual union, and often with someone they may have never met! (its very easy for onlookers to think that this is just a weird infatuation). What's so striking about the process this connection takes is how the presence of an energy which feels at once raw and powerful and also subtle and gentle and finely tuned awakens one to a slew of issues concerning ones spirituality and inner being. Suddenly, the gnostic texts begin to take on new meaning. Twins see something more to what Thomas described the Master as saying when he spoke of the left hand becoming the right, the male becoming the female. It feels as though, at a deep and fundamental level, as if two souls (or divided halves of a larger whole?) have been joined or reunited and that this union generates a third energy which has a sense of presence, a divine triad, if you will. It comes as no surprise to twins that the Taoists spoke of this union and the creation of this sacred third. Many feel that they are experiencing Christ Consciousness, or at least some aspect of it. This experience turns many people's notions of Christ on its head for the fact that this experience can feel so incredibly sexual. It has led to a lot of acting out while trying to come to grips with what it all means. Many twins are aware that there is a very real force that is masculine and feminine in the universe, that these are basic to how energy of all kinds interact. What twins experience, they feel, is just an extension of a divine reality that may well fly in the face of traditional dogma, but which they feel is the true vine, the real facts about our soulhood or inner being.

Twins are engaged, in the day to day, with something I'd call a cosmic game of badmitten. They are batting back and forth their energies, and as the masculine energy interacts with the feminine and vica versa, greater energy is produced (it feels catalytic and it creates in my mind all manner of images to explain what's going on with the energy...images of rivers flowing into the sea, of salty water meeting fresh, of polar opposites meshing and generating a sudden reaction like an explosion.....but curiously subdued....as if "exploding" is not the point, but driving this energy through us in a constructive way is. This is in no way predicated on physical contact, and while the sensations are more subtle than the act of physical union, eventually the presence of this experience builds to a great height, and if lucky, the twins are able to better tune their own energy fields in order to allow for more even flows of this cosmic energy. When the energy is built up between the two, all manner of things can manifest. In my case, I had definate physical effects. I had been having some problems just before the twin encounter with what felt was a drop in hormone output, resulting in depression for the first time in my life as well as sexual dysfunction. I had just been to the doctor to have this looked into to see what could be done when the twin experience came crashing into my life. That doctor's visit quickly became a distant memory as I felt invigorated not just sexually, but physically ( started reading up in the concept of Qi in eastern texts to see if perhaps I was tapping life force energy...interestingly I saw some similarities with these Qi masters and the health benefits they were said to enjoy as a result of channeling this energy in a more conscious way through their being). I could not escape the feeling that this was as nature had intended, even though I had some residual guilt as a result probably from my upbringing as a Christian as it related to the sexual nature or side to this experience. I began to feel, though, that we had simply gotten it all wrong, or that the "truth" may have been hidden all along because some priesthood somewhere felt that the great unwashed simply could not wrap their heads around an experience such as this. I suppose Jesus did the same thing, hinting over and over that there were some things he would tell his disciples that he would not tell the general public.

I think that its entirely possible that we have not been told the whole story, that the concept of the Christ is more about a natural state, slumbering for the moment, within the hearts and bodies of all human beings, and that this is not about ideology or one religion over another, but part of who we are and part of what we could become, but I suspect that the path to this state has been obfuscated either purposefully or through missunderstanding. To say what Jesus offered was revolutionary is probably an understatement. When Thomas asks the Master to tell him the deeper things about life, they go off for a time to discuss these matters out of ear shot of the others. When he returned the disciples all asked what he had said to Thomas. Thomas replied that if he were to tell them what he had been told, they would surely want to stone him. This to me is very telling. No wonder, then, that the concept of the bridal chamber is so often missunderstood by those who have not experienced divine sexuality. After all, we have been told by countless traditions that sex is a necessary evil, dirty, and tied to original sin in the case of Christianity. Its part of what makes us weak, not strong. We then have to subjugate our will to some other person's in order to get out of the hole of sin we find ourselves in.

I have suspected for years that the resurrection has more to do with energizing ourselves, bringing us into a higher vibratory frequency or state of consciousness, and that by building up our capacity for holding greater and greater amounts of energy can cause us to pass over into higher and higher thresholds of awareness. Jesus spoke of a kingdom that was all around us and within us, yet few saw. I grew up thinking that the kingdom was heaven. You have to die to get to heaven, right? Imagine my interest in the gnostic texts when the Master spoke in terms of the resurrection needing to happen BEFORE we die. Much is said about people in the Nag [Hammadi] about their normal state as like being "dead" but are resurrected by a process that was only hinted at, probably because it would have just been too scandalous and would also have made people more self sufficient and at peace....perhaps too at peace to want to join a church or depend upon a priest to help them in their spiritual life. What this experience does for me is to awaken gnosis as a living thing in my life. I wont pretend to have all the answers, but I know I have one and its an amazing mystery. It is not understood by trying to analyze it or crack it open like a rich fruit, but whose presence must simply be experienced and observed much as one would observe a butterfly flitting from bush to bush, flower to flower, instead of trying to kill it to dissect it in a hope of better understanding how it works. Once that is done, the thing you were looking for is completely lost.

What I find curious about this twin experience is how more and more people are beginning to experience this phenomenon. It feels almost as though something is up, like something is happening with all these people experiencing the same thing. There are certainly enough hallmarks for most twins to recognize it in another person when they see it. Was it perhaps that Jesus was not here to save us, but to show us a way to save ourselves, to begin awakening that hidden potential within all of us that happens to deal heavily with the issue of the divine feminine and masculine and bringing those within a unity? Could these joinings be a clue to the lock and key nature of our being that could lead to a reformation of the self?

 Nemasté

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