Alison Neville, Psychic Intuitive

 I have known Ali since 2008.  I came to know her as a result of my awakening and my subsequent membership in an online forum having to do with the concept of the twinsoul and soulmate.  We struck up a conversation at a time when I had questions, a time when I was beginning to question what was being said about the phenomenon or "twins" as well as the subject of awakening (which is often couched hand-in-glove with one another). I realized in our talks that I had found someone who had been teasing out th light from the noise for years and was brave enough to go her own way when her conclusions differed from the crowd.  In many ways the subject of the twinsoul or soulmate or twinray is itself a crowd of people who have shoe-horned a feeling into a narrative that, while it seems to make a kind of sense because of how the experience feels, has always struck me as not being the full story.  This became the backdrop against which her and my conversations began. In truth, she saved my life at a critical time when I very much needed someone who could help me show me the way ahead.  It was interesting because instead of being someone who just told me the way it was, it was more like she was telling me what I had been trying to formulate myself straight out of intuition.  As a result, this gave my conversations with her a ring of authenticity.....which is to say not a false sense of the authentic, but the true-blue stuff.  That information has held up well over the years.  It stood in contrast to what everyone else was saying about the connections that are forged in such circumstances, but it also served to reveal the potential that humans have for self-transformation if we can get out of our own way. 

 

In most cases, the "twin" winds up being a barrier to full self realization because of how the connection is being fueled by karma.  It is hard to imagine that something so incredible and powerful could be catalyzed by karma, but once traced back, you can see for yourself that it is true.  I will be the first to admit that the bulk of the experience with twins appears to be something that it is not. The reason for this is that for the most part the really powerful karma for humans at this stage in our development has been negative.  Now, bear in mind that the universe is neutral.  It operates according to some very basic laws and one of those is that karma will create chemistry.  It will draw people who have interacted and gotten entanglements in the past (and future) together.  It is a law of attraction.  However, the universe does not judge or decide one connection over another....it just creates the chemistry to power a super incredible connection.  That being said, it probably means that you could have a "twin" who killed you in a past life.  In fact, it may actually be the case that you and your twin were involved in this kind of thing over and over for a lifetime or two.  Now, the past seemingly far from your conscious view, you now have this powerful draw to them, and you just don't know why.  But if you are really honest with yourself, you might begin to find the architecture of your past encounters with this person present in your heart and mind, albeit a bit disjointed in some ways.  Maybe "incomplete" would be a better word here. However, you may find yourself feeling anxiety or even fear around this person at times, and for no known reason. There is a charge present that the person may find hard to know what to do with.  This charge, absent knowing, is used to fuel a strong connection with the other person who was involved.  I will be the first to admit that digging this deep into these connections results in some disillusionment.  This was what we did and I found that I was able to drive my awakening to another level.  I also was able to accelerate the releases that were taking place slowly so that I could remove a lifetime of stored emotion from the body.  This was the stuff of what we were involved in.  We talked about how mind and matter align when used in the right way, how to heal, how to let go of old stories, and how to be the best you that you could be.  

Alison is an amazing type of psychic who is called an intuitive.  I saw her abilities early on in our conversations when she would be reading me as we spoke. Given the time I have known her, I can say that she knew things about me that I had not yet come to know, such as the nature of relationships of people who I knew well but she did not.  I had a number of instances where the things that she described that sounded completely off-base to me at the time (I just didn't know what she knew) that wound up being just as she had told me.  These were intricate, detailed, and specific things about my life and the people around me.  She, at this time, didn't know me from Adam.  How could she be so accurate?  

Over the years she has been able to assist me with releasing stored emotional energy in my energy field.  For some, I know that this idea will sound odd, perhaps counter-intuitive.  However, what we are now learning is what the ancients have known for centuries which is that the "body thinks."  I would take it one step further and say that it also feels. To explain what I mean you only need to observe a discovery that has been made recently in biology, which is that researchers have found neurons scattered throughout the body.  Neurons were normally thought to be those cell structures specific to the brain.  To put this into perspective, the human gut has as many neurons as the brain of the average house cat.  Now, pray tell me, what is your gut doing with that much processing power?  What does your gut tell you?  It doesn't stop there, though.  In the heart, there is an astounding number of these neurons.  It has recently been discovered that the heart sends more information to the brain than the brain sends to the heart.  Electrical signals equals information, so this is completely opposite from what we had expected.  I think this helps to begin to point out that the body is indeed a repository for thought and feeling.  What is interesting here is also the reality that humans are the only mammal that does not have a way to release stored trauma.  All other mammals exhibit this capacity through an instinctive reaction to trauma by way of intense bodily shaking.  This was discovered by an animal behaviorist who saw that animals that were attacked in the wild by large prey animals but who survived, all would go through a shaking fit.  He found that when he induced shaking in humans, it gave them relief from PTSD (he worked with veterans from the Iraq war). 

As a result of this tendency that humans have for storing our old baggage is we have become one heck of a neurotic species!  I really mean it.  We go about our day, holding it all in, not fully realizing how we are holding it all in and after mid-life we turn 'round and feel like we are about to explode.  Is this any way to live?  No, no it isn't.  

What is so interesting is that the force of kundalini, which is at its root an energetic event and phenomenon linked directly to prana or qi, is that its presence is know to release these blocks.  For me, my journey became one of feeling these blocks fall away and the relief that it brought (albeit block by block, link by link, yard by yard). I was able to benefit from what a kundalini awakening had on offer. It was also interesting to me that I saw that the stimulation of kundalini was based in my removing a key block from my field of awareness. This has been one very big hint about how to bring on kundalini that most of the teachings (maybe all of them) do not address.  Anyway, there you have it; clear yourself of enough material and it will be easier to awaken. This subject is covered throughout this blog. My last post before this one is on the architecture of the energy body and how and where emotion can get stuck in the meridians.  In my last healing session with Ali she dug into the three points in my hip which was where I had a very stubborn series of blocks which she released inside of an hour. Boom.  Years of angst and upset stored in my body and nearly all of it was just gone.  Poof.  And the path through it?  A process of allowing the stored energy to express or in some way move so that it can begin to move out of the position that it had been in for decades.  There was a correlation with the psoas muscle in the hip/back area and the L line that goes up the right side of my body up into the shoulder where it does this little shift where that energy goes out through the arm and fingers.  What she did was like clearing out an old clogged garden hose so it could flow more freely. In flowing more freely it meant that there was less turbulence.  Energy was calmer, it flowed, it did not become disruptive.  The truth is, we can get used to the energy being disruptive.  It becomes the devil that we know.  Poof. Gone.  She did that. 

She does it in person, she does it over the phone, it doesn't really matter for her. She can deal with one person or a group.  She works with corporations, NFL coaches, heads of large well-known companies.  She worked with TED for a time on their board.  She helps ordinary people like you and me learn how to anchor a better existence. 

So a few weeks ago I went to visit her to help her with some marketing materials.  She had helped me so much it was time to return the favor.  We swam in the Pacific ocean off the coast of Santa Catalina Island and I filmed  her and the ocean, which she loves so much.  I was able to put together a video for her which she will be using to help her get the word out about her gift and her services which she has been providing to people for decades now.  She is the best kept secret that I know of!  

I would be remiss if I didn't provide you with a way to get in touch with her.  You can find her on Facebook under Alison Neville.  Also, you can find her website at https://alisonneville.com.  If you would like to set up a session with Ali I am happy to give you her direct line, just leave me a message with a way to contact you and I will be happy to do so.  This video that I am posting is on her Youtube channel, which is under her name (I had no trouble finding it). 

If you have a challenge, it really doesn't matter what it is because Ali will be able to read it.  Her gift also comes with a way to solve the problem that is tailored to the person.  It's just that crazy amazing.  All you need is to have a set of questions about the things that hang you up the most or that give you the most trouble in your life.  Then watch her go to work.  When she says that she works in miracles, she isn't kidding.  Give her a try,  she will not disappoint!

Namasté...

Alchemy

Kundalini is an alchemical process, no doubt about it, and perhaps is the only real alchemy....a refining of the self, a stirring of the soul. I, like others, have discovered the importance of surrender. I began at a somewhat base level in many ways, a square one, and began to move up from there. The person who was my counterpart showed up in just the way I probably needed karmically....all the while I was feeling as though the universe was bringing me this experience and person to me for me to learn from. What I had done I think was to short circuit my own decision making ability by thinking the universe was doing this to me, something larger, and felt like I should not be asking questions too much. Be obedient, follow. And yet, there were some real problems with this situation that I could not reconcile. For me, this was about refining, of breaking free of old strictures, or old karma, and dissolving those bonds through intent. It was time for further refining and it was clear....in retrospect....that given the conditions that further refining would not progress much more than it had then due to the limits of belief and faith. When this process began it was subtle as well as sudden.

I found that by beginning to dissolve the bonds between others whom I had connected with that my energy was free to continue to change and a more paid rate of change was underway. During my almost three-year experience with kundalini I felt my chakras open from root to just before the heart. This all happened within about amonth and then stopped once the energy reached my heart. Some aspects of my heart energy opened up....but it never really went beyond the heart. I had some third eye experiences just before the kundalini began in earnest such as a feeling as though someone was trying to crush my head with their hands by sqaueezing hard.....something I later learned was more about the third eye opening. Looking at some of the Hindu and Vedic imagery I was able to see the same bands that I felt go across my forehead and to my third eye. I was lucky to come into contact and correspondence with someone who has changed my life and helped to bring me back to myself. I know now that we were fated in a manner of speaking to be here in this place in time to do good work. Because the energetics were much higher in pitch or vibration my own process was kick started in a way it may have never happened otherwise. This person had had kundalini since a young child and from the beginning I was aware of a avery strong presence which slowly came into view as we moved along in our friendship and correspondence.

Kundalini is not just a cosmic energy. It has a physiological fingerprint which involves revving up the endochrine system. Adrenaline is the chief element which enlivens the body but it also wreaks havoc on your flight or fight response. The lesson has been how to subsume the adrenaline, to transmute it not into edgyness but into a bliss which leads to greater levels of energetic union. I found that over and over I had to sit relaxed as I could feel my adrenals going crazy. Eventually I found that I could change the feeling from something hard to something easy.

The role that trauma plays cannot be downplayed in the alchemy of the soul and heart. I had experienced some profound alienation from my family as a result of a step father who sought to seperate me out from the rest of the family and to treat me as though I were different. There was physical abuse as well, nothing my step father would have thought was out of the ordinary for his background, but which helped to seal the deal that I was going to become reclusive. It turns out I had harbored a feeling in my heart field which made it very difficult to begin letting go of these feelings I had kept holding onto all these years. With the expert help of my beloved she was able to fish around inside of me and help to identify things in my field. I found for instance that the anger I felt in me around my mother was not anger at all but was hurt. Thing was, life would not have been any different; she would have done the same thing had she to do it again. So first being able to understand what it was was feeling was key. It also had the effect of opening up my heart center bit by bit. Because beloved is a someone with very clear and strong gifts psychicaly, she was able to tap into my field and assist me in understanding what was wrong with me. This has improved my relationship with my Mother in that I no longer carry buried hurt or resentment or missunderstood feelings. I think that I see things a little more for what they are instead of what they were perceived as. This does not magically make the world a better place, no, but it did supply me with a little more clearer view of my life. Soon after this happened beloved tapped into my energy field again and began to experience some excruciating pain from the pain body....during this time, though, I was experiencing just the opposite. I felt something lift off of me so clearly that I wondered what on earth was going on. I could feel all kinds of odd energetics happening inside of me. When she wrote to me I had the distinct impression that she had taken my pain body onto herself. I may be wrong on this one point, but this was how it felt at the time. This moment acted for me as a kind of rebooting of my spiritual computer.....when I came back online I was feeling the worst pain in my body I have felt in years; the pain body. Something she had done...perhaps lifting it for a moment, was what did it. From then on out, I was keenly aware of the painbody. It became part of my mission to try to eliminate it from y experience forever. It felt as though I wanted someone to come step on my heart center and grind their foot in hard to my heart center in order to break up the crusty hardened energy there. It was a bit like having a mote of concrete or stone around my heart. Through beloved's prescription for beginning to do energy work to loosen my meridians and become unblocked, I found that this practice of Qi Gung put me in a place of discomfort initially but later I began feeling much better as I felt years of negative postures drop away.

This was a time that marked a change in my life. This was a much more serious and studied effort toward refinement. This was not easy for me. It seems I had allowed myself to become locked into my mind, my intellect, instead of being heart-centered. I had become ego-centric and unable to surrender. Somewhere I had managed to allow my intuitive and sensitive side to wash away like tears in rain. Still sensitive, perhaps exageratedly so, kundalini had me in a vice grip and I struggled with the newfound intensity of it with my beloved. She was mirroring and catalyzing so much inside of me. I felt like a babe in the woods. Things were happening pretty fast. I was feeling better with the energy work and moved quickly to stamp out my smoking habit I had picked up the previous year after having quit some time before that. When this happened, something quite odd took place. I found that I experienced a raw sexual energy much stronger than I had before. Not just that but I was aware that it was coming from someone with whom I had some amount of connection with. I hadn't even thought of it as anything involved, but somehow I had glommed onto this person's energy....and it was not good. In fact, that energy was the energy of addiction. In this case it expressed itself as sexual addiction. I had never felt this problem before but I suspect I had enough trauma from my childhood to bring that up in my field as a possibility. Perhaps the experience with kundalini and quitting smoking was just enough to fire up the addiction. I later learned that we can trade addictions.....and this was where I began to learn a lot about how addiction works. I could not break free from the grip of this energy. It had me in a grip so strong....a part of me wanted out but apparently a subconscious part of me did not. Over time I was able to resolve this issue but only through continual prayer and meditation. Being able to simply drop the energy was the first step in recovering from this odd episode. I think that the turning point was when I began to feel love within the energetics of the experience that things began to change. Until I was able to clear myself of these issues, I would simply be wrestling a 400 lb boa constrictor instead of walking in grace hand in hand with the kundalini force and my beloved. In fact, through this process I would sequester myself from her for fear of doing something incorrect or out of balance.

It was at this point that I began to be aware of beings in my field. One who announced himself in name showed me the potential my heart had by reaching in and taking out what looked like a dead body out of my heart center. This was akin to something like a flayed skin....a husk actually. When this angelic being did this, I could feel my meridians more clearly. I could feel spots just below my shoulders and which felt like were at the tips of my lungs which felt much clearer. My beloved remarked that this was perhaps where my wings would attach were I to have them and she was right....that WAS hwere they might be if I had them. Huh. I would wind up trying to pick this old dead body back up a few times while removing the body myself a few times. The angelic being had also shown me my potential by touching my heart and when he did this he released something that was so blissful, so wonderful I could not imagine feeling it for much longer than a few seconds.....and yet I knew I needed this energy more than anything. He explained that what I had felt was the love inside of me which was also the love of the universe, of Source, of God-dess. Further, I was aware of my heart center being mirrored by another identical image of what looked like....for lack of a better description a cross between a white peony and a lotus. Think lotus with way more petals....like a peony, and rimmed in gold. This was what my heart center looked like to me as this being reached into me. He also communicated what I should be eating in preperation for my fast. It turns out that those foods were foods mentioned on the website The Physiology of Kundalini. I found oddly that when I ate cantaloupe that the negative aspects of the kundalini adrenal response were greatly softened. It was also a great excuse to eat cantaloupe which was just then in season. I had also been shown an egg in its shell as another food that was important to me going forward. Eggs, as it turns out are full of vitamins and has a form of protein that is easily digestible. My gut was in bad shape and so I went through a fast. Beloved sent me gifts in preperation for my fasting time and one of the strongest feelings of surrender came over me with this angelic being being very close to me all the while.

A month later while laying in bed I was aware of this same angelic being explaining to me the role that sexual energy plays in the god-dess experience, that I had to begin to work with my energy, that they were doing things to me to help this energy heal and unfold within me. Not long after this I was visited by a goddess presence who explained or coached me in a process involving sacred sexuality. I was alone but was in the grip of some incredibly powerful energy which felt like liquid opium in my body. I was instructed to move the energy through my body, and through the clear voice of this woman whom I knew worked closely with my beloved, she helped me raise my energy higher and higher. She explained ina avery no nonsense fashion how this energy in me was so necessary, that the energetics in me were being changed, enhanced. I found that in self pleasure that the energy was no longer raw but had taken on a feeling of liquid fire, of a passion so strong yet so healthy that I knew that this was nothing short of alchemy....the altering of the body and he energy body to facilitate ever greater potentials for energetic union. This was what I thought of as laying the roadbed or creating the channels through which this new energy could flow. Truth be told, I had never felt anything like this before. This made regular sex just that; common or regular. I had had experience with what kundalini could do to my libido or how it would supercharge my feelings of sensuality or passion, but this experience laid the groundwork for something that when my intent was carefully balanced allowed for an experience that was unparralleled. Nothing could compare to it.