Over the course of my awakening my body has had a habit of expressing itself as kundalini has unfolded. I have up until this point not posted the pictures from these curious effects, although I wrote about them a few years ago. Since then, my reservations about publicly documenting this phenomen have subsided significantly. Instead of keeping them to myself, I am making them available not as novelty, but to aid both in a broader understanding of the phenomenon, as well as to assist those who may have been similarly affected. It might also serve to calm concerns about other symptoms of awakening, too, which is a very regular occurance since search terms are a part of the stats that I see here on WTI. I put this here for broadening awareness and understanding.
In my reading about the symptoms of awakening, having physical manifestations of awakening appear to be uncommon. They are not unheard of, though. U.G. Krishnamurti (that Krishnamurti...there were two of them sharing a similar experience but both were very different from each other), for example, described how during a certain phase of the awakening of kundalini he had a series of physical effects that were witnessed by others. There were swellings of the skin, his neck flared out in a hood-like effect people described as like a cobra. In one case, he developed a breast on his yin and Shakti side of his body (left). (1)
A Shared Experience
On my other blog, Divine Alignment, which is on the blogspot platform, I wrote about my experience a few years ago and someone wrote to comment that she had had a similar experience that involved the same shaped mark as my own, which was a crescent shaped burn that appeared out of nowhere and then quickly faded once it was noticed. What is interesting here to me is that her mark was close to her heart, she described it as being on her right shoulder. When I think about the energetic polarities of the masculine and feminine, the root in the male is polarized positively (transmittive) while the male heart is negatively charged (receptive). The energetic circuit for the woman is exactly the opposite. I have often wondered if what she and I experienced was part of the same spectrum of experience, but that hers would naturally manifest at a transmittive center along the torso like mine, except in reverse. In the case of the person who had searched the web and had found my post, she explained that she had been practicing a projection technique in order to have an OOBE. While her experience was not couched in a kundalini experience, OOBE’s are themselves part of a range of human experience that can put a person in touch with divine energetics and the energy of consciousness. Both of us appeared to be in the early stages of a spiritual process.
The first mark, which came just prior to the full rise of kundalini, appeared after I awoke one morning in the early Spring of 2007. What was so curious about the burn mark was its position and the fact that I had not had any contact with anything hot that could have caused the burn. This mark lasted for about three days and faded away. It left no scar, and at no point did it ever hurt or behave as a normal burn would. I realized that if I had gotten a burn like the mark on my skin, I would have been in pain for a few days and the scar would have scabbed over after several more days. It simply made no sense, all things being equal.
I have thought about this phenomenon and what I am most certain of is that whenever there is strong psychological material that is rising to the surface of feeling or thought, the body can manifest a whole range of effects. I was put in mind of what Christian saints would experience in ecstatic experiences which most often would happen while in a trance state while experiencing visions of Jesus or Mary, for example. This phenomenon is known as stigmata. While many stories about stigmata strike some as self-inflicted, there have been some cases of stigmata where witnesses saw the marks manifest before them. As strange as all of this may seem, I think that it is not so unusual given the ability of the body to manifest thought very well. Take for example how subjects placed in a deep hypnotic trance will, when told they are being touched by a red hot poker, will produce welts and blisters moments after they are touched lightly with a pencil and believe that the pencil is in fact just what they are being told it is.
The Marks
I have decided to make these images available in the event that anyone else out there has found themselves similarly affected. And for those who have not gone through this, it can serve to illustrate the broad range of what can happen in awakening. The following photo is of the burn mark on my right leg near my hip. There were several photos taken of this burn over a period of a few days. It is worth pointing out that the burn had a center that was brighter than its surrounding, if you will notice, there is a lighter band surrounding a redder center. When I get burned normally, the object tends to leave a fairly uniform burn of the skin across its surface. This burn is almost more in line with a radiant burn rather than contact with an object directly on the skin. A closeup of the same burn follows.
Because of the length of this post, the remainder of the work is found here along with the rest of the photos of one of the other marks that developed later. Read the rest of the story in the second part, posted right after this entry (check back soon!).
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