There Has Always Been a She

Everyone
who has Awakened
in this way
not my way
but Its great way
its sensual bliss
crawling all over you
making a lover of you
becomes an adherent to a heresy
which is that we become
One
with an expanding sense of self.
This means we find union within our masculine and feminine energies.

In that expanding self
is what we are in these larger scales.
And that is divine.
God and Goddess
are within us
heretical to suggest
but its true.
So true.

Outside of time
as you step
into bliss
into this rapturousness
uproaringly wonderfilled
you can see simply how god and goddess
are merely reflected throughout all of being
all realities.

Even in our suppressed history
She was there with Him (some proof exists below).
She was there because he needed her
and she needed him.
Consciousness was ordered masculine and feminine
not masculine creating All
but masculine and feminine working together to create
fertilize
gestate
and birth
spiritually
in the same way that we fertilize and gestate and birth in the physical...
Our ancestors knew she was necessary to his sanity
and he was necessary to hers.
He turned mean and warlike
when we stripped him of her
and burned her essence out of the temple
only because some of us hated something in themselves
and loathed women for some reason.

Just say it.
You hated the woman in you.
Perhaps your inner man hated himself
and you didn't even know why.
Maybe it was their wonderful power.
Maybe it was because you forgot where you came from.
Maybe your own inner masculine was so repressed
you had to hack and burn your way through
to now
as gentle and loving hands say
"no more"
we need her badly now....
more than we need your killing
and your loathing
and heresy.

Its time to let the bullshit go.
We all know it.
Let it drop by the wayside to become compost for
tomorrow's flowers.
Lets all choose to heal it
pray for it
and let it all go
as we are ready.

Lets just let it go.
Man needs woman
and woman needs man.
They were born of a divine lineage
unified.
Its really very simple.
Uncomplicated.

So once She was worshipped
as our ancestors knew
and understood how important it was
to have the feminine within.
Even men knew she had to make up his masculine.
It was her very presence
that drove his amazing passion
and sensitivity
and it was his forcefulness
and certainty of touch
that brought Her into a knowing of her power as Woman.

How could it be any other way?
So lets each speak the heresy
and laugh
because it never was a heresy
but a truth.

She was burned out of the temple by people
so unaware
unable
to see or feel
or smell
or live
in their love
and knowing
of what She was and is
all about.
These are the same people
who fear that with the rise in kundalini
that some serpent is finding its way into
their church.
Laughing, do they understand it really has nothing at all to do with a snake?
Or that countless Christian Saints felt this very same thing
but called it ecstasy
because if they had used the movement of a snake as a descriptor
they would be tossed out by the same fear mongering
infidels.
By calling Her we speak of a depth of bravery that has not been in a while--
yes it is time to reinsert the feminine back into spirit
(as if she ever truly left)

I am calling her to me.....calling her to me....
where is my goddess?
I raise my arms high
up to the sky
I call down the moon
and feel the wind
and rain fall upon my face
as all of nature rises up to meet me
in this one beautiful embrace;
I call her
I call...

To learn more about how the God of the old Bible
and the Goddess that were part of a spiritual family unit
go here:


The Feminine Aspect of the Creator

Him II

Through the heart
He comes.
He is a shimmering presence
subtle.
When my Inner Man begins to come forward
his Presence shows the way to be.
I learn to match his vibration
and feel as he feels
and as I do
I ascend into him
which is not like some ancient knowing
but something that never knew time
and has simply been shimmering all this time
but outside of it until I was ready to glimpse
or feel into him.
To do this requires surrender.
This surrender is like a form of deep love.
A willingness to be so vulnerable
for that which is in your best.

He says without saying
this is the healing.
Its not examining your millions of hurts
but feeling differently.
Just feel differently.
As this radiance from Him
comes through
the effect is feeling in a way one has never felt.
Nothing more need be done he says.
Be right first in your self
and then ask for the highest.
Do not be afraid of what that highest brings
for it will always be the best
and most blissful reward.

We are tangles of hopes and dreams
in this world.
Our insides are obscured by what we think is ours.
It is ours
but reflects a broken part of the self
a hurt or traumatized self
that was shoved into the closet
left to be since forever
and this is how its been
lifetime after lifetime.
And for as formaidable as all of that seems
In my Godself
he says
no words
nothing to do
something to BE.

Becoming aware of what we are
is simple
which is what can make it so hard to see.
Our life here seems so hard.
Surely crawling out of this mess must be real work.
But it isn't.

In an awakening
a place where the three vibratory pitches are brought together;
root heart and head
an alchemy occurs
an awakening sends itself through us
as we awaken to another world inside of us
a vibrant neural network
nonphysical
but like another body that you can feel
the soulbody awakens
the astral
the emotional
the physical
all begin to work together
interacting
reinforcing the other.
This is the true alchemy.
The refining of the baser into the higher.

Feeling into the heart is a key
and allowing the energy of the root rise upward
as this happens
the truth of the heart
meets the truth of the root
the powerful motivating energy
and become a third in the heart.
They then deliver their progeny heavenward
into the crown
and into the universe.

Simply let it flow
he says
normally you might say
that's all well and good to say
but how to feel?
But in this Awakening
its yours to feel
within reach.
Sometimes its enough to surrender and say
"I do not know how to reach what is mine to reach"
and ways are made known.

The universe is not there to punish
or to hurt.
We do plenty to hurt ourselves.
We do plenty to reflect and attract that hurt to our door.
In this
you learn to open the door
feeling it turning quickly on its hinges
as the world shows that it can turn in a new way.

For each of us
it might be a goddess
for me a godself
a higher awareness
shimmering
clear
and strong.
When we learn we are but a petal on a larger flower
it does not make us feel insignificant
but all the more precious
as the All in us
cherishes us.
Woven together
the universe is bound
flexible and vibrant
with this love.

And its all within you.
Each of you.
The higher in you is waiting for when you awaken
within It
and until that time
you will continue to be cherished
even though you slumber.

We Are One

A video for you to watch to consider the authors' thoughts.....

I will add here before you watch that I think that this is a very good video. Its so on the mark. Truly. The one quibble I have has to do with this "nothingness" which is discussed and which many others, including Watts, talks about, as being nothing. Now bear with me. I am perfectly fine with the perception of its being nothing. I once perceived that, too, but at some point something inside of me asked surely there must be more to this Awakening business (and in perfect timing I was shown that there is). I have been feeling this "nothingness" that many speak of and I think we have it all wrong. Its not nothingness. With an increasingly refined sense of sensing which only comes from doing the "hard work" of what an awakening brings, which is removing lifetimes of trauma and hurt, will result in a sensing so strong and clear its as if someone lifted muffs from your ears. We are quite literally insulated by our past unresolved hurt and trauma that we cannot feel into this sacred space which many are calling nothing! The trick, then, becomes going way beyond what you think an Awakening is about in order to tap its true potential. I think we are just now beginning to grapple with what an awakening truly is. Surely I am not the only one here who is having to say the Emperor has no clothes, right? Come with me, walk with me and consider what I am saying to you and the implications it has for consciousness on the planet....

If you can expand your consciousness within this boundless nothing you will begin to feel a sense of boundless scale.....but we are used to how the mind works in us and because this feels so different to us, we see it as nothing. But its not nothing. Its nothing like the ocean feels the same all over. Maybe I need to set myself up as some kind of august authority, maybe let my hair grow gray or something.....but that is not what you need....nor do I need that either. We just need the truth which lives in us and to which we are constantly waking up to.

Its nothing like how a cell feels nothing inside a body trillions of times larger than itself. Here we are, existing inside this world which itself is contained in a solar system unbelievably large, contained yet again inside a galaxy that is so huge its measured in light years. Want to guess how big our little galaxy is? Its one hundred thousand light years in diameter, give or take ten thousand light years.

Now take this and extrapolate to your own awareness within the Collective All. It feels like nothing because it is this boundless sea, but if Alan Watts and everyone else could see what little old me has felt into with the heart of my infinite self you might get to glimpse something that my book addresses which I don't know anyone else is talking about in this time and which is critical in our maturation as a species and it is this- what is the purpose of this vast seeming "nothingness" which is a much much larger infinite being? And how do we relate to that being? And how do we, in this age begin to utilize this vast storehouse of something (which isn't nothing---it just feels so vast as to seem nothing). If I am to give you nothing else its the awareness that we are more than this seeming nothing (its that we become aware of what this seeming nothingness is with a renewed sense of sensing that is more feeling than anything else for its this feeling which comprises the core of this "nothing" which I call a great incredible SOMETHING!).Now don't get the wrong idea..... Its not that in my little me ego that I want the world to not let slip the bonds of the egoic self. Lord have mercy, this is something that we have to do at the beginning of any awakening, putting the ego in the place where it is best utilized (but not running the show). By learning to rearrange the self in the right way, we can find a divine way of being that will reveal a great deal to us. And we can go on in our search not in a blind way, not in a nothing way but in a something way.

We are here to make something. We are here to first realize who we are (love) and what the universe is (love). These things are not nothing. They are something. And The great challenge I give to you my fellow selves is that you discover this great and magnificent mystery!

Now did you get that? Do you really think its just nothing?......

Still, given that, the video is still one of my all time favorites. Now go watch. And let me know if you get any glimmers about this so-called "nothing." I can't be the only one.

Entangled Principle of Waveforms

When one becomes two
the two move together
entangled.
What happens to one
happens to the other.
This creates a wave form.
This wave is the basis for cosmic consciousness.

When one is one only
it resides within individual consciousness
and resides in separation.

Yet nothing truly resides in this
as all atoms
all relationships
become entangled in the sense
that we are all one
or were all part of One
once.
Resting inside the great dream of Creator
we were mere potentiality
and now we have been made real
set free
yet bearing the curious lineage
of the wave form
which is the Divine.

When two come together
they interact
in unison
through the quantum field
and resonate
as one
a wave
which remains
as long as the two remain in similar
energy vibration....

Entangled

Along with my quantum journey into the incredibly small and large, I was shown how particles are connected....and that everything in the universe is connected through this principle of Entanglement. At the time that this happened, I stumbled across this video quite by (happy) accident as it begins to explain how the soul connection can work and how kundalini erases space and opens us to the All:

This video helps to spell out some of the issues that came crashing into my reality when I began to see the subatomic to cosmic scales in reality unfold before me and how everything was tied together through a dual energy field that I could feel was masculine and feminine energy (ultimately) and which were expressed in a myriad of ways in our reality. Watch this video and catch the quantum wave!

Beyond the Now

We are each born of this boundless present
that we call Now.
Its powerful.
Its here
and its....(chortle)
NOW.

But its more than that.
Take my hand;
cool and wet the path is
moss grows
backwards and forwards time flows here
into an infinity of NOWS.
We can easily get lost in them
but the secret is knowing that inside of us
is the one true NOW.

The truth is that now expands outward
forming our reality.
Its powerful
its all there is
and yet
there is more than just now.
Now spreads out like a blanket
it creates infinity
out of its one moment.
Like you and I
when we embrace
infinity is born of us
you and I
we birth this sacred third.
This is Divine Energetics
this is the way forward.

We are limited only by what we presently know and believe.
There are infinities of things to know
and in knowing
we can feel them.
In feeling we conceive what the mind cannot....
in this moment
all nows expand outward.
This is the deeper understanding
of NOW.
We expand into multidimensionality
in this way.
We enter into the expanding present
which is that radiation of timelesness
that explodes into all times.
Reaching into this place
you concieve beyond the tunnel your perception suggests to you
that relativity asked that you step out of
and that the quantum world reveals
there is more.

So as I hold your hand
cool
warm
and damp
hearts beating loud in our ears
all presents expand into our present
not crowding
but enfolding
in true multidimensionality.
Its not easy to get until you get it;
subtle natural perfect.

By reaching this place
you will tap your boundless potential
and know yourself beyond time
the here and now
a present unto its own
but which is connected to a still deeper Now.

Come with me now......

A Conspiracy of Sound

Before I plunge headlong into this issue I want to say that I am attracted to what I am going to discuss because it is another example of how our universe may well be constructed so that we have optimal forms of energy for us to experience which are themselves tied into a vibratory frequency that is the frequency of awakening and healing.  That is to say, a whole realm of numeric relationships that are expressed through all of nature.  Here, we are seeing only the result, the EFFECTS of something still deeper.  I am of the mind that we have tended to turn a blind eye to nature because of our attitude that it cannot be trusted, that it must be subdued but not well understood as it is reflected in our own natures.  After all, aren't we told that these things are demonic, or sinful? Is it possible that we have collectively been asked to turn a blind eye to a realm of experience which we naturally did because of our tendency to want to buy into beliefs that would in turn become so installed that we would not even bother to question them?  Is there a secret lying in all of nature that could lead us to a better understanding for how to BE as beings that are more evolved, more at ease with one another, and more at peace?  Isn't the nature of all nature to remain in a state of balance instead of being always on edge, ready to go to war, ready at any moment  to strike back at a world that we have learned to mistrust?


Last night a friend of mine was talking about a bruhaha being discussed about how the Rockefeller's sought to change the tuning of all instruments as, this articles posits, to militarize music, shifting it from a more healing and peaceful vibration to one that was less harmonic and peaceful.  If you know much about music you will learn quickly the math that is bound up in it.  It has a structure and order, much like all other things in our world, yes, but music as its been conceived by us and expressed in terms of time signatures, base and treble clef's as well as cording and harmonics, may express within its form a series of necessary elements that are reflected all through nature.  How this happens, I think need not be the result of an intellectual pursuit but merely through our most ancient and most developed and most submerged sense: feeling.  We can feel it.  We don't need studies or endless analysis. So by feeling intuitively, we can live as we were meant to be.  To be able to feel it we need to wash away the patterning that tells us that the old way is the preferred way.  We have to, in effect, undo some of our patterning that has taken place.  Some might call this brain washing.  Some might simply say that we are recorders when young and soak everything up like a sponge until about age 7 or so. Studies suggest that we remain in a brain state that provides a more direct access to our subconscious until around age 7.  After that age range we become less and less susceptable to this patterning. This is why the early years are so important. This is why we really do need to follow our instincts of keeping violence away from our children, harm, hurt, as well as sound thinking and feeling.  Problem is, we have been so steeped in this disharmonious culture that it can get a little hard to recognize what's good and bad sometimes.

Luckily, as more people wake up, they are finding that things just aren't right....this is not some rational sense, but something that comes from their deepest sense of intuition.  Perhaps what we have is a reality, a world, that was designed and which has evolved under a given series of vibrational patterns that have been found to be most optimal to harmony and good living.  Shifting those patterns even a small degree could have large consequences when taking the world as a whole into account. Pythagoras felt that everything in the world could be understood in terms of numbers, that there was a continuity from one form, one sound, and one thought to another.  If all of life has emerged out of a certain harmonic baseline (think of how the Golden Mean or Section for example) This baseline of related effects (such as numerical relationships, for one) it could well point to an underlying principle of mathematical harmonics that show or express a deeper underlying foundation that could be the preference that all life has for certain ways of being.  My sense is that if this is true, as some of the material in this article suggests, nature has been pointing to the way to be all along.

If we look back at our ancient history we see efforts to subvert nature over what I can only describe as a lack of trust IN nature.  Nature has, historically,  been something to be conquered or even dominated.  Its rhythms were not to be heeded or listened to, for these were those doorways to depravity, desires run amok, and a world of the subconscious that simply could not be trusted. Concurrent with this has been a rise in paternalism.  The role of the feminine has been submerged, cast aside, ignored.  Could it be that in big and small ways, we have sought to ignore the more intuitive sides of our individual and collective selves....our more feminine natures? Certainly there is support for the idea that the feminine aspects of human nature and our connection to the natural world have been reflected in the natural world.

Shakti, in the Hindu tradition, was the aspect of the universe which was connected to the natural world with Shiva being aligned with the spiritual nonmaterial aspects of experience.  Gaia was both the world and the Womb of the World. She gave birth to us all, nurtured us and protected us.  Mother Earth was herself the great Mother as seen in the Native traditions of Northern and Southern America. Since early Christianity there has been an effort to demonize all of our natural impulses, to cease trusting them, to believe them to be suspect. And why? Could this all be just a wrong-headed attempt to sow fear and control? Modern analysis has shown that only in going deep into that realm of "unacceptable" impulses do we ever reach a level of healing and unity within the self.  My own experience with awakening has shown me that when I listen to those inner tides of my soul and subconscious, I am able to become more whole, and more at peace.  The very process of delving into this forbidden territory has been the very pathway to my truer salvation.  Not some mental construct of salvation where I go to heaven somewhere. The heaven is found within. We have been told, then, to look beyond ourselves in an ongoing struggle of seeking salvation and healing in a way that entirely misses the very territory that must be cleaned up first. Look away from yourselves.  Set your eyes to heaven!

 I found that there was a lot of music and television that simply hurt to listen to or watch as my system lit up with the energy of kundalini.  Some of it was the content, but a lot of it was how it SOUNDED.  What WAS that feeling I got with some music?  Was there something there that simply was not right at some deeper more fundamental, perhaps nuanced level?   Perhaps what we need as a species is a certain kind of environment based in a design fundamental that is harmonious to life itself, the same kind of environment that we provide all new life.  Music itself is very powerful since it meshes with our emotional centers so quickly.  Music IS emotion.  All the more reason to take a close look at what it can do for us in a positive way. Learning to get rid of the negative stuff becomes an increasingly easier issue.  We simply stop in this moment going back to the negative.  Change, then, becomes very quick.  But I am wandering a bit side-ways from the point of all of this, which will be a bit long-winded (but hopefully interesting!).

The result of this article, whose author is Leonard G. Horowitz,  points out how others have sought to exert control in our world, co-opted music as another method in an arsenal of control of the human psyche.  The article delves into how the Rockefeller's became involved with the Nazis who were themselves heavily into mind control and whose non-indicted members of its military apparatus were brought over to Canada and the US to begin mind control work for both governments with the supposition that if we did not get them, the Russians would.  Up until the end of the war Russia was an ally....but the apparatus was turning to create another new chapter in control through fear; the cold war.  At the end of the war the Rockefeller's were the subject of legal action by the U.S. Government for their involvement with the Nazis and their sound experiments.  Perhaps the idea was that if you got the whole world just a little agitated maybe this would result in people being that much easier to cajole into going to war.  War itself benefits a small minority of bomb makers and military complex types.

The crux of the article I think is contained in these series of passages, all contiguous in the article:

According to preliminary research, analysis, and professional discussions by Walton, Koehler, Reid, et al., on the web,(23) A=440Hz frequency music conflicts with human energy centers (i.e., chakras) from the heart to the base of the spine. Alternatively, chakras above the heart are stimulated. Theoretically, the vibration stimulates ego and left-brain function, suppressing the “heart-mind,” intuition and creative inspiration.

Not coincidently metaphysically, the interval between A=440Hz (equivalent to F#=741Hz in the ancient original Solfeggio scale) and A=444Hz (C(5)=528Hz in the ancient original Solfeggio scale) is classically known as the Devil’s Interval in musicology, due to its highly aversive disharmonious sound made when these two notes are played simultaneously.(36)

More harmonious alternatives have been obviously suppressed. For instance, during the past decade, A=444Hz (C(5)=528Hz) analysis found this frequency more compatible with nature.(22)

If humanity were to be optimally suppressed spiritually, the musical tuning of A=444Hz would be neglected religiously, as it has been. Religious leaders suppressed the original Solfeggio musical scale in which A=444Hz, virtually equivalent to (C(5)=528Hz, is the “MI” tone or “MIracle” note played by the Pythagoreans referenced by Tobias as subscribing to the bioenergetic epistemologies described by Helmholtz.(8)  Much of this recovered knowledge was suppressed over the millennia. But enough of the amazing details about 528Hz frequency (A=444Hz) are provided in Hydrosonics journal, LOVE528.com, and LOVE The Real da Vinci CODE, to prompt international outrage concerning the A=440Hz imposition, and a musical revolution. (22)

This knowledge best explains why so many musicians intuitively feel better tuning up, or down, a bit sharp or flat, from A=440Hz “standard tuning.” More natural alternatives, especially A=444Hz (C=528Hz) and A=432Hz, and have been growing in popularity.(21, 22)

Recording artists seek the ultimate musical expression reflected in Divine-human communion.  Musicians who are spiritually-sensitive to pitch are compelled instinctively to reject intrusions to pure creativity in harmony with the flow of sacred cosmic energy.

Lloyd, for example, an expert and leading critic of A=440Hz tuning, described his innate drive to “tune-up” to a “brighter,” more soothing and inspiring frequency. He described this as “an indelible calling for a higher pitch.” The British author and composer expressed his preference for precisely A=444Hz tuning. He wrote that this 4Hz higher pitch is more pleasing generally for musicians worldwide. (16) Here are his words:

My own experience in tuning an electronic organ to be used as a continuo instrument with orchestra, in the late 1940s and early ’50s, showed me that New York orchestra musicians could with difficulty be induced to tune their instruments to a'=440 Hz, but that if the organ were tuned to that pitch it would in the course of performance be flat as compared with the other instruments. If, on the other hand, I tuned the organ to a'=444 Hz, this difficulty disappeared, and I take it that this latter pitch is approximately that at which New York orchestra musicians habitually play, and to which they involuntarily tend to return even if they have started out by tuning their instruments to a'=440 Hz. (16)

To understand the harmonics and structure involved in this more original type of tuning the author uses the following diagram to explain the structure of this system the author continues:

“. . . [O]ne can make audible harmonics, such as 72Hz (9 x 8 Hz), 144Hz (18 x 8 Hz) and 432Hz; and then further synchronize the music in binaural 8Hz, to reawaken us to the orchestra of our thoughts, in the cathedrals of our minds. Such musical harmonics may also resonate and upload one into a geometrical progression and harmonic to time, which is generally accepted to be the congruence of the amino acid/codon metabolism within the DNA double helix.(25)

A=444 (C(5)=528Hz) Versus A=432

It is readily apparent from a simple mathematical analysis that A=444Hz and A=432 Hz are harmonically related and both, reportedly, therapeutic. Prove the harmony yourself by simply subtracting 432 from 444. It yields 12; where 1+2=3 in Pythagorean math. Now take 528 and subtract 444 and you also get 12, or 3. Next, take 528 and subtract 432 to get 96; where 9+6=15; and 1+5=6. This result is identical to 5+2+8=15 or 6.

Notice this set of numbers--3s, 6s, 9s and 8s--are always exclusively represented by these special natural pure tones, their scales, and their harmonics. This is precisely what Leonardo da Vinci’s mentors emphasized about cosmic scales and mathematics. (21, 22)

Nikola Tesla, too, taught his students about this unique set of numbers, and always applied this math in his research and inventions, including free energy machines, also suppressed by the same petrochemical-pharmaceutical corporatists that advanced A=440Hz standard tuning and nuclear energy.(26)

Tobias (page 91-92) also wrote of these esoteric “epistemologies” in the context of reviewing Rockefeller Foundation and US Navy funding for militarizing music. He wrote, “In the course of this large-scale historical transition in which bioinformatic epistemologies drew from and displaced bioenergetic [i.e., biospiritual] ones,  . . . [h]istorically, “visual music” theorists have attributed such attempts at writing sound in magnetic, electrical, electronic, or digital media as indebted to a larger history of “color organs,” alchemy, or Pythagorean or neo-Pythagorean epistemologies. Here, though, we see the tensions in clear detail: at stake is a historical transition between essentially bioenergetic epistemologies after Helmholtz and bioinformatic epistemologies emerging with Turing, Wiener, or Shannon.”(8)

In the grand tradition of “bioenergetic epistemologies,” this author advanced “The Perfect Circle of Sound”--a decryption of “The Real da Vinci Code,” featured in the esoteric artist’s most famous drawing, The Vitruvian ‘Wo/Man,’ that includes the original Solfeggio scale.(27)

Here, the 3s, 6s, and 9s, are exclusively represented by the set of natural harmonics mathematically linked to ancient Pi, Phi, the Fibonacci series, and the construction of the physical universe from sound vibrations acting on water. (36) (See mathematical proofs in Victor Showell’s monographs in the journal HYDROSONICS, and also at LOVE528.com.)

Alternatively, Tobias concluded, “the Rockefeller Foundation’s careful project management and coordination,” contributed to the materialistic versus metaphysical industrialization of music in the media. (8)

So the idea goes, by tuning to, say, a 432 Hz vibration, we create music that is more harmonious to us because it is in alignment with a series of vibrations that are expressed through all of nature.  Perhaps there are vibrations that are carried all the way into the higher harmonics of life force energy, the vital force of the universe itself, the very energy most who have these awakenings say they feel. It is not just a feeling or emotion, but a very real energy which has contained within it a sense of intelligence and that we can experience it directly without any scientific apparatus save our own energy bodies, which perhaps is the missing link in understanding the broader span of the universe? While all of this can get incredibly technical and dull, the idea is that there is an optimal series of vibrations that we feel best at.  In my case, kundalini is a perfect example of how this optimal energy seeks expression.  All we need to do to shift ourselves is a little awareness of whats best for us.  Then the trickle of change leads to dams bursting and we wind up with people having awakenings, all of which are not by any accident, as they are happening all over the place.

Update- 5/6/2011:  This article which I just found does a better job than I in revealing the breadth of this sequence of sound and structure in sound:

Redice

Update (4/8/2011):  in the following site there is an examination of the 432 frequency and something intresting pops up, which is the number three (a triangle).  This form is important for how it is related to the other forms of three that seem to pop up all through nature and has also has figured prominently in spiritual principles for how spiritual energy works (you have to look into things more obscure such as the Gnostic concepts of the divine triad, for one, and the interrelationship between the yin and yang, which produces a third energy some call Cosmic Consciousness for example).  The three is important as its a building block not only of matter but of energy as well.  The triadic nature of our being as I cover in my book is important to begin to understand and how filled we are with this principle.  To see more go here:

Omega Music and the Triad


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Perhaps everything contained in this article is merely pointing to the result of something larger, which is that nature was designed and built as an optimal machinery, a biological device for living, being, and for sensing and even measuring the universe in ways no other apparatus could ever do.  In our materialistic bent, though, we have relied upon repeatable and observable phenomenon.  What about what we ourselves observe?  I think that when we overcome our shortcomings about nature....OUR nature....we will learn how to trust ourselves more and discover the things that have lain buried for so long.  The last great frontier may be our minds, our souls, our own nature as part of the rest of nature.  Perhaps through that peephole, or telescope, we might well discover some great things about the universe.  By returning something as simple as a way to tune instruments, we could perhaps effect one very small change on the world that could raise the tide and which could have larger implications worldwide. It is generally understood that even small effects, projected outward into a larger environment from the individual, that we see larger more noticeable effect in the whole.  I think its time that we tried.  

 

Inbetween

Somewhere
between the moment
and its passing
there is a blank space
stuffed in those invisible nothings
you were there
a world hidden
waiting to be seen
not even revealed
but waiting.

I asked it "what purpose do you serve?"
Standing in the garden the Voice rose up like thunder
to make a lover of you
to show you the path to love
to be this love
which is beyond all others.
And in looking back
it was right
for it has gone beyond all conception of what I thought it could be.

This was the secret garden of time
where the true measure of our stay
unfolded before us
like a closet bursting at the seams
when it appeared empty.

In the empty moments
there was something rustling there
between the books lay volumes
that were carefully tucked
and hid.
You and I waited
not realizing
but wishing
the sheaves of our writing
worlds of story and creation
lay hidden inbetween
the great silence
and promise
of our becoming.

I gladly proclaim
that our old dry canals
got it wrong
and we are turning it 'round.
We must ressurect
not in some false sense of piety and purity
but in a raucus explosion of passionate wonder
that the world could be so alive
so vibrant
and living inside of us
ready to push us beyond what we thought was possible,
tearing at the veils
at each other
as we wax passionate
desiring
in the cosmic.
This is the drive
for that one true love
the Ultimate.
For it exists...

Come,
each of you
I have a gift.
You are not here because of an accident
but through a purpose
your soul has considered for you.
This is here eating and gnawing
at the tenderest parts of you
beseaching you to let go
and slip into these warm waters
where love will embrace you
and fill you
and change you.

The ancient pagans knew
the earth contained
a passion
which they became vessels for.
This passion was larger than they
hence they were mere vessels.
But in these alliances
we found aspects of our higher being
and religions would demonize their truth
and make dirty
what was profound.

So come,
you,
come into This.
Your soul knows there is something more
has known since forever
and you feel if only you could awaken from this slumber....

I am here to tell you
its all inside you
and there are no mistakes.
The way forward is simple
so simple in fact
that you can't really teach it
but it can be inspired
and sometimes passed
from one to the other.
Together we vibrate
the collective awake
and more and more awaken
as we dream of dams bursting
and the world coming alive
juicy
and delicious.

Somewhere in your own moments
there are those invisible places
which come alive to us
incomprehensible
seemingly
yet are wed to us so deep
they only seem new.

And in your own sweet time
in your own sweet way
you will find a love inside of you
so remarkable
and vast
you wondered how on earth you missed it
or lived without it.
It will take you
as it took me
as its cosmic lover
living in this simple moment
resurrected in the flesh
hidden in the inbetweens
and made manifest in this Now

The Levels To This

There are boundless levels to a kundalini awakening.  This is the great secret of it, the great promise of it, but the self must come to it a bit like a pilgrim, surrendered, ready to let IT work its magic.  As this force assists us in removing the layers that have insulated us from the divine, we find that age old karmas and attachments are dropped.  For me, these make me feel suddenly very vulnerable because some part of me got used to having them so close for so long.  Lifetimes often.

On the morning of Easter, before sunrise I was awakened by a guide who spoke to me his name: Sandalphon.  I had a number of interactions with him that all were of a healing nature.
He bid me go outside and I wondered what was up. In the cool predawn air he spoke to me much as the wind would blow through me.  Through his presence I could feel his words which were always very direct and matter of fact.  He explained that this lifetime was an important one in that we were reaching a time when an old cycle would end and a new one would begin.  I was not sure what he meant immediately. He showed me an image of my lifetimes.  This image was  like looking down a hallway.  There were numerous doors in that hallway. Then, quite suddenly, as he explained the role of this life as being the one where so much would be delivered, I saw how the hallway turned on its side and lifted up.  It felt as though a giant gate had opened and the contents of that entire hallway began to fall out.  The truth was, it felt so overwhelming I wondered how on earth this life could serve as a conduit for all of that clearing.  I wondered if I was getting this all correctly. But he was adamant about this.  There was some means that we could employ that would allow us to remove boundless amounts of hurt from our past and our present, and this time, this life, would serve as the channel, the means by which we would be able to deliver what seemed impossible to move or deliver.  The result was to be nothing short of revolutionary if we are but be willing to entertain the possibility that it could happen;  this whole process over the last ten thousand years or so was involved in a rise of paternalism, an experiment in consciousness that involved a lot of separation and what this does to us without the balancing effect of the feminine energy, the yin, the night to the day.  But just now the curtain is closing and a new act is beginning and everything is about to change.

Once you begin to allow kundalini to work its magic on you, you can begin to see the energy as a helper, someone who will listen to you.  When I am working on an issue and I need the "pressure" of kundalini to come more powerfully into the picture to press all my issues and reveal to me what I need to look more closely at, it obliges.  It can sometimes be hard to trust this force in the beginning, but by letting go and surrendering to it, things fall from us that are not essential.  Something marvelous begins to happen. Miracles, actually.

Its easy to become stagnant even in an awakening.  The energy is still there, yes, but this energy is restless.  It seeks to move us higher.  Our evolutionary impulse moves us beyond what we thought was possible. If we can leave the driving up to the higher self, the divine self, amazing things await.  For me and for you!  Remember that your soul is a vibrant being that is the essence of love.  It is multidimensional and amazing.  Like a wave, this love is experienced as the most wonderful and fulfilling force, rather than just a feeling one might feel FOR someone, it IS what you are!  It draws us ever closer to our essential self as a part of this aligning process.  Let ego drop back into the back of the bus and let our child-like wonder keep us moving forward!

Namaste!

as brushfire

Come
do not fear my flowing presence
I have been dreaming you
since the beginning
and have felt you growing inside me
finding your voice
feeling your love
falling
growing
ascending.
I have longed for you
even though I did not know it was you I longed for
and why this sadness was so deep
when I was alone
and needing you.

This longing has been a part of us for so long
seeded with it
we grow fecund with it
as round and round we all travel
around this seemingly endless wheel
which is just now reaching its end
marking a great turning in heaven
when
as the gods said
"when the great wheel comes full turn"
those voices in the past have come rushing into Now
illuminating the path
which has been many-fold.
The path has been walked over and over
and now the walking is done.
Now,
no more sadness
or longing
or wondering why it was so
its too deep a thing to know why it was as it was
only that now
flowers are blooming
and we are waking to that great longing
renewed
delivered
and hungry in a new way.

Come to me
come to me
each of you
must come
and be watered by my spirit
if you are to grow
if you are to know
the love that fills every corner of the cosmos
and will come to you
as you come to me.
Hungry
and needing my presence
to balance
calm
excite
and lighten you
all at once.

Inside of you
I dwell
a rushing swelling sensuality
a goddess in All
caught in a dance of creation
I call you to awaken to me
awaken to me
awaken to me
awaken to the me in you
to the you who seeks
and yearns
for the spark of the divine
to spread
as brushfire
through your world.

In The Brilliance of Our Time

Those of us Awaken
The root
sending sap upwards
all of our parts tremble
orgasmic
we must speak truth
to truth;
this truth
is bliss
and we are
THAT.

We are bliss.
Ego
mind
intellect
are reformed
and placed
in their more harmonious alignment
divine.

Inside
we all know the truth
but we have centuries of hurt to remove
to peel back
and we can do this
even if it seems formidable
is the one thing that matters
as we arise
ressonant
my bliss
burgeoning your own
pressing firmly against the envelope
of the beautiful being that you are;
in this love we are all united
and we begin to dream our ancient dream
made new
existing outside of time and space
but anchored here
heaven and earth
the Kingdom
where goddess and her god are healed in each particle
in each atom
in each cell
and inside of you.

When we heal
and drop away the weight that held us down
we lift upwards
into our higher selves
our goddess and god selves.

No one is NOT beautiful
souls were made perfect
it just seems imperfect
as we work through this
duality
into unity
folded back over into what it is to be dual.

We are here
imperfect
but ready to let that light
which is our soul radiance
pure love
excruciatingly beautiful
like my goddess
who dwells within me
and bids me swim her watery corridors
and know myself
One and seperate.

The seperation was created
so that we might know the joy of reunion
and union was created so that we might know that separation

The Awakenings will continue apace
but it is we
here now
intentionally
learn to drop the hard parts of us
and keep ego and mind riding in the backseat
as we sit and watch as higher self does the work
our job is to trust
on this trip
that we will be taken care of.
We do not have the means to reach where we are going
our job is to witness
what our higher selves will work
a miracle
and I must constantly have this upon my lips
no matter what ego tries to whisper
in the night.

We each will provide just what is needed
as our larger selves move forward into this moment
and indwell
just as the Christ was with the Father (and Mother!)
we will experience the wonder of our blossoming self
which has already blossomed
has always been.
We need only step into it.
Just one step sideways
away from our hurt
and into our love.

So let slip the grip
and into the night fall
and in that night find a moon
that cartwheels around her sun
and their child earth.
The secret of my soul
will be mirrored in all of our secret selves
as we all wax triadic;
mother
father
child
our Christed selves
Buddha natures
Ascending
being drawn into the heavenliness of what we have always been
and to what we are each awakening.

The alchemy shall continue
as Father and Mother reach over the entire earth
working their magic
as person by person
atom by atom
masculine and feminine
are brought into a unity
and we awaken to our destiny.

Come,
take my hand and I shall show you the marvelous being that you are
the love that is yours
that exists throughout the universe
and which will ring through the halls of our collective heaven.
Time to let that new song be writ
and sung
In the Brilliance of our time!