Forward

When this journey began I thought that perhaps I needed to understand what was happening inside of me. This led to the mental body seeking entry into the process, and to overthinking it. There is I think a tendency to not trust the inner self by the outer portions of my being. So used to working things out, forgetting that the universe is part of us and thus flowing in the same slipstreams.....so much of this an unfolding,a surrendering, and so I found that the things that no longer served me were like sloughed off skins which I barely needed to watch as they slid from the cart on my way to the holy lands of my larger becoming. Deeper still there is a part that knows, our god-dess selves, unhitched from time and thus eternal and capable of doing things perfectly if we but learn to surrender everything to the larger to allow it a place at the table, at the helm, and what falls away falls and what remains endures....

So I think maybe the books we write on this could well be thin tomes....how do I tease out the words in a way where in each moment the passion come streaming through as I beg for you to just follow me down this lit path of gold and green. Inside of us, each of us, are unspeakably beautiful wonders that has the ability to turn a person around and cause them to wonder what the struggle was all about. So much of my issues have to do with forgeting about being in the moment. As soon as my attention flows beyond the present power of the Moment I begin to quickly outstrip its potency with wondering about what might be or could be or what might not happen.....and all the while my energy body begins to curl up like wings before flame. Its not good; we are meant to soar, not curl into defensive modes from hurt real or perceived. And isn't so much of our pain perception based?

There is an amazing order to the universe, a design, how souls are connected, related, and how we ascend into the higher realms of our becoming, how our karmas attract and repel, and how our own development shifts the pathways we treat on. Step out of time with your soul and you will begin to touch the nectar that is your birthright. Become unhitched from time and drink from the wisdom and bliss that is your god and goddess self. Outside of this place we are infinite beings and all that you are, all that you have been, and all that you will become, is already available to you. Its the big cosmic cheat, but its one that your divinity will absolutely allow you in this place and time. This has always been so, but only now have we reached a place where we don't kill people for speaking their hearts and minds. Now in this time, now in this place, we have that opportunity to bring forth what has always been, what we have edged carefully towards all this time, and now the veils within are being worn away by our collective attention and wish and fervent pushing at what has kept us from our larger being. Letting go, surrender, is about the only way to get through the briar patch of trauma and hurt.....and kundalini can help to goade you on blissfully and joyfully, and even harshly at times until one lets go and surrenders to its energy not as bad or good but as it is, which is divine and outside of time.

If there is a shift, its one that will be global, that will have no borders, no ideologies beyond simple soulfully guided compassion and love. In this shift we will be wedding duality back to itself, of bring the ends of our straight line thinking into a circle and in that circle there is no "them" only us. While our small selves might be daunted by bigger tasks before us, our larger selves do not have such hesitations. Learning to live in those selves, learning to live in the kingdom is where I think we are headed. Learning the means to let go of old hurts, learning to forgive others and ourselves, to be willing to stat afresh in each moment will I think be a way that we will taste the sweetness of success.