We Are This

Within each
the yin and yang resides
gifted upon creation
these two poles
uroboros-like
move throughout
dimensions of being
to learn what It
Is
so the divine mystery may be revealed
and deepened all at once.
When Being is infinite
existence becomes less a journey
than a constant awakening
unto that which
has always been.

Come,
see,
this is all illusory.
Its real, but its only real here.
If you come with me
just step out to the side
you will begin to feel a different stream
of time
and know
that its less a stream
than a pulse
a radiation
from the sacred
heart
of the All.

The All is not knowable
for it emerged first
released parts of itself
into what we look back upon
and cry "creation"
but it changes so fast
there is no keeping up with it....
but within you there is a deep knowing of it
a sacred marriage to it
a bond that cannot be undone
even in the midst of your individuality
your dual nature
where masculine energy
and feminine
move and flow and fuel the being that you are

When you understand you have these two poles
and honor and heal them
they can emerge within
and show you
the spiraling being that extends into infinity
and which is your larger self
whose path is one of healing.

This is your higher self
your divine self.
You do not need a religion to plumb its depths.
Its time to let the dogma go
and understand
its time we go beyond these institutions
and resist the need to create such ornament
for the ego and spirit.
For we are more than This
even as we realize we ARE
This.

The truth is
Authority becomes meaningless
when each of us
realizes our divine sovereignty.
The pagans had parts of it right
the Zorasters,
Muslims,
Buddhists,
Christians,
Native Americans
Sufis
Agnostics even...
and endless numbers of followers
ascetics
and pilgrims....
but for centuries its been like looking through a glass darkly
as just choice parts of what IS shines through.
Time to let the glass fall.
Just let it go.
Its a simple act of forgetting
and remembering.
Like molting,
the old skin slides away
as the Authentic self emerges.

We who Awaken will
fan the flame
and honor why we are here
which is to live wildly
love deeply
and reveal our capacity for compassion
and deliver the possibility
of feeling heaven anchored to earth.

Earth and Sky
like lovers
reside within us
and wait for that handmaiden to come
to make that rainbow bridge...
when separation will dissolve
and unity consciousness emerges

Need

I need to know that you need me
I need.
I need to know the depth of your desiring
I need to hear it
know it
visit it
over and over
as if it were for the first time
because each moment IS the first time.
Your touch
your profound desiring
reels me into realms of orgasmic energetics
I am completely amazed
and soothed
and pleased.

I even need
to know
that you can feel this pulse
how your own answers
across no space
no time
where all folds into oneness
a sea which froths
as consciousness dips
into concsiousness
and the One meets the One
and makes the All....
a sacred triad.

I need to hear it upon your breath every moment of the day
just as I yearn to touch upon the petals of your essential self
every second of my existance
somehow
the man in me needs this......
so don't hold back.
Seduce me
yearn for me
do not fear
about propriety...
this road travels both ways
into me and out of you
come,
take my hand
and lets groove to this eternal rhythm
I know this is ours to know
to become
to evolve
and wonder in...
sometimes I just need you to say
Shuush.... kiss me....

This communion of souls is what I am to become
what I yearn to be
what I am in my divine self
and what I seek
pilgrim like
and you
goddess
along this path
holding my hand
wed to my deepest being
and me to yours....
I cannot do without you.
Its you that I need.

The Fact

All foundations fall
that do not serve Its truth
which is that which needs no dogma or lessons
its divine gnosis lives in our bones
secreted by our bodies
is carried on the wind
and carried from flower to flower
a finely twisted code
whose power is so irresistable
we all fall to its great and awesome Touch
which delivers the deeper truth
the inescapable fact
that despite the crazy rules and laws
and beliefs that you surround yourself with
an Awakening can remove.

Must Remove.
Will Remove.
In time.....


Seduced,
heavily
deeply
desirous
your body
turned into something you dare not utter
turned To something---
the profane transformed into the deeply sacred
this is how ever square inch of earth can become heaven
because all of the vile despicable parts of this prison
contains
in truth
the means to deliver you whole cloth
to your beloved
to the One within you
which leads you to the One without you
which lived inside of you since the Beginning
and will be with you until the End
which is itself a beginning.....

I stand
thousands of miles apart
my presence living inside of her
transformed by her presence in me
the Weaving of the two threads
by an invisible third...
little did I know
at the time
that this is the meaning of Tantra.
I saw within me, the Universe,
a giant Loom
Weaver of Souls
it said
simply.
Nothing more
as I was drawn into it
as I knew we all will be
as man and woman become
the warp, their yarns alternating
but always consistently complimentary
as the weft fills them
often invisible
but providing constancy
and strength.

We weave in and out and through
multidimensionaly
expansively
as Spirit has no limits
save what we imagine
or impose.

Come and hold these heart strings
they are mine and yours
I would weave them until
through weaving
we come to be as One...
and as the world splits
and falls
and reforms
and becomes what it must
in order to survive
in the new era of its Truth...

Learning this ancient truth
which rises to the surface
of our world
our consciousnesses
and culture
it is time for those to claim their birthright
and let go of centuries of seperation
as they bathe in this light
you and I share.

So heralds
seed pods opening just before the frost falls away
as snow is beginning to turn to rain
as the world warms to this quiet voice
which knows itself as ancient
masculine and feminine
healed
and now popping open
as the bees of this world
lift pollen from flowery buds
and on to the next
as we are ignited
with that which
returns us
to what is most essential
and True,
a Fact beyond dogma
beyond ritual
but containing it
containing All
as we move upward in the spiraling
staircase of our evolution
the code which itself will spill out even more secrets
locked up within it
as Spirit seeks to bring into its lines
new whispers of its truth.

Her Divine Call

She whispers in the night
"Come to me my beloved,
come and show me your Essence
moving all through me
your blood becoming my blood
your desire flowing into mine
as you learn the secrets of my thoughts
of my Being
of my deep Desiring."

He is moved across the miles
as a ship lying on calm waters
can feel the torment of another ocean
beneath him.
This Sea roils and burns with a fire
subtle
not overt
hidden
but not invisible.
His boat is perfectly still
yet deep within his hold
he can hear something distant calling
as he is drawn to her ocean,
her watery realms
her feminine nature
perfectly reflected
and expressed
and whose power
he can feel
as if he were a key
and she a lock.
Thousands, millions, billions, trillions
all emerge from her vast ocean
like foam
a froth
from his movement
as deftly his keyed being
melts into her locked being
and he knows his true nature
and she hers
by each knowing each
as each feels the press of their divine presence
upon the petals of their desiring hearts.

"Come to me
my ocean of salt yearns for your river of rain
for you fell to me from the sky
land of thunder and lightening
the masculine aspect of water
as flowing into me
as knowing all of me
all my secrets,
all that I am and shall become.
You will know all that I am
for I surrender unto you
this one simple secret
I have loved you always
and have yearned for you
and now
a continent apart
your rivers run deep into my being
as my ocean rises up to meet you
so that we may know the union of souls
once again.

Her whispered words
like prayers
pronouncements to the divine self
pull him in
as he pulls
and they push together
and turn
and roll
in the divine marriage of souls.

This Is

You can read the words of others
and still not get it
ripening on your vine
your own awakening becomes
waiting for that breeze
of intention
to do its work.

It is not about transcending the self
but peering through the layers
and seeing more is there
and knowing more is there
feeling so surely
that one seeks to find a way to begin removing these clothes

We are petals on a larger flower of being
and this flower of being unfolds endlessly
there is no end to it.

Its less that the ego and self are unimportant
or subsumed into an ocean
but that it always was a part of this vast ocean
and just now you woke up a bit to see that this is so
and this changes you utterly.

No book or teacher or tradition can prepare you for such a thing.
It is a sudden wedding of your attention to the Truth
and from then on your are the intended to the Universe
and your boundless self which seems at first small
but spirals upward
holographic
and ressonant
dynamic and changing all others around it with its ripples

Make waves
spread them far and wide
for this ressonant frequency will be felt by others
as you make waves in the vast ocean
as others are awakened by your splashing
and laughter....

Your thought and ego all serve a purpose
but its just the surface.
We will ALL go beyond the surface at some point
just as that fruit will ripen and fall when it is time.
Your intention will fuel its ripening, suredly,
but mysteriously.

This is just the beginning, though,
and much work lies ahead
but its the best possible work
and useful to have a selfless helper who can remind you that you are indeed loved
when love seems to turn in the dark night of the soul.
When you have let go of the need of holding onto shadow
you will be more free to do more than glimpse
but channel the flow of the Cosmic Self
who is boundless.
There is no guru or master who can show you
but they can show you
and ultimately it is the inner master that awakens.

Great gifts abound if we can but say yes to it
and turn from our pain and loss and hurt
and worry over who did us wrong.

When we are free
we can glimpse it
then learn to live in It.
I hope that for all of us that we each find it soon...
its the greatest most confounding gift we can give ourselves.

This New Sun, This New Moon

Today we wake to Solstice
Sacred
borrowed by others
but singular in how it stands
an important event for how the universe is ordered with it as an ingredient;
like leavening,
earth was held for a gentle moment
between Moon and her Lover Sun
they cradled earth
all of earth
who in truth
is male and female
cast Sun light upon the body of Moon
because cradles of life contain both dynamics in profusion
but Sun and Moon play different roles cosmically
with coincidences so strange as to defy our imagining;
the sun is directly proportional in size as it is in distance to the moon
making Her seem the same size as Him to Us on earth.
This coincidence is so amazing it is beyond astronomical in coincidence.
This makes eclipses what they are; if the sun were closer there would be a brilliant ring
or if further, Moon would blot out her lover entirely
but she does not.
She is perfectly the right size for him.
His umbra discharges all around earth
as she shows a bit of his radiance to us here
on earth
but with the glow of earth added.
And likewise,
the earth allows a bit of His radiance to ooze through its atmosphere
so that Moon is bathed in an earth sunset of sorts
so she glows orange and red.
The color of blood....as prophesied for the End Times:
"And it shall come to pass in the last days, saith God, I will pour out of my Spirit upon all flesh: and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams."

So rare, the last event like this, timed as it was was over 400 years ago.

This is a marking of time, a cosmic clock,
we do not need any other calendar, it was given in this simple way to us,
the cosmos marking our time here
as we feel ourselves slip and shift as the world slips and shifts into a new world.
From here we move forward into something new
with this New Sun, this New Moon.

Blessings be upon all who pass this way
considering for a moment what these larger cosmic events might mean
in their lives
as we move cyclically
round and round
as seemingly smaller events build upon still larger ones
some which we do not see save every 65,000 years
but some are longer still
as our world is like this
as we are like this
as creation reflects deep inside of us
and we into it.

So Merry Solstice!
The Triad rose and greeted each other
as they swung through the boundless realm of heaven
and finished,
moved off into new configurations
as we look eagerly to the return of the Sun and new moons to mark his passage
here
on Earth.

Duality To Unity

It is time
The End of the world is coming near.

It is.

But remember what we said in the beginning
that there is no real end.

Here in this world
the world pulses with a life
which is cyclical in nature.
Atoms pulse

their electrons moving in and out of our world.
Our bodies-
if you could see-
are a pulsing realm of light
with lives and deaths coming and going every nano second

at a cellular level

we ride this wave

and this wave is part of another wave of your local humanity

and flora and fauna

and those join together in still larger invisible constructions

of consciousness and biological knowing

as every single thing

knows itself

as part of a giant webwork

so amazing and fascinating

for the fact that not a single thing

or particle falls through its net

but is held

lovingly and assuredly

in the always of being

and themselves rise up through still larger constructions

of being
and all of this and more rises up
through to the biggest of the big.
Galaxies pulse in the same way
turning like tops through space
and time.

Even they, in their seeming mute natures

brim with a knowing and life

which we scarcely understand

see

or know

and yet

our sachems

sages

brothers

sisters

have sensed into this truth

this Life

and brought back

like hauling water back to us

told of what they felt and saw at that deep wellspring......

So it is no surprise
that there is an end to the ages on earth
and that these ages correspond to the ages of lives
reincarnational cycles
longer scaled cycles
tied to earth, moon, planets
and the galaxy.
Our ancient astronomers knew and understood these so well
they mapped them
and they were passed down
just as our indigenous brothers and sisters
saw into it.
As tipis rocked gently in the night
as the endlessness swirled above
it was understood
a giant interconnectivity reigned
and our lives were tied to this.
This just now is the end of an age
a new world is seeking to be born
and this conception is not subject to any of our control
but to our acquiescence.

It is time to our true divinity

which has never been subject to what our priests or priestesses have said is divine

but what we each know is true beyond illusion

the very core of our being

which is utterly unspeakably beautiful

in all of its passionate yearning

which is the life pulse of the All

the leaning into this uncertain wind

willing to go where no road take them

willing to see beyond what has been prepared before

to break with tradition

only because it no longer makes sense to do so

or never did

as we move out of the old understandings

and into a new conception,

The truth is

moment by moment

the All unfolds

pulses

and recreates itself

beyond all imagining

and so centuries old traditions

serve only as a recording of a pathway

but not the way forward.

We can honor the past

by understanding it

realizing that the faces

of Quetzalcoatle

Isis

Osiris

and a host of others

return in this age

to those who can hear them

and learn

that an unbroken thread can move through

and unite

different times

traditions

as we let go the notion

that heresy is created by our being willing to consider

that our divinity is within us

like a sovereign right

not subject to someone else's judgement.

You do not need someone to tell you how to go.

Question your traditions

but stay planted in what god-dess gave you

the divinity that is your core being.

Toss out your notions of what is good or bad;

our world is not divided out

the sheep from the goats

the left from the right

but resolves into a unity

and understanding this

we are more ready to grapple with our shadow selves

and bring them into the light of our greater becoming.

-If you have the choice always choose the good-

and forgive yourself and others for any shortcomings

for in the end

they were a means to an end

to learn that your divine nature is within you

always has been.

So this world without end

is ending

so another may begin

so that we may move from duality

to unity

to fold back what we have learned

taking it all with us

discarding nothing

but renewing ourselves

ready to feel the bliss

of our divine nature

beyond petty punishments

beyond limit

and into the Heart

to bring the divine feminine forward

in all of us

a resolving unity

in the midst of great mystery

as wind

and water

and earth

fire

and the fifth element

winds upward into heaven.

As all things pass

and end

all things are renewed.

There is no end

save for beginnings.

Sovereign

I have no illusions.
I know that our storied past
has been one rough tumble
but damnit
its time.

Time to admit that this is not working

....it was never meant to work.

It was meant to show us that ten thousand years
of paternalism could never
will never
deliver us
the gifted child of our greater becoming.
And yet, we were destined to go through this
and see this
and taste and touch
and know
and become.
But right now I am tired of the old authorities
whose words ring empty in the heart.

The heart begs to be filled
in a way it has not known before this.
It begs the goddess to come forward
a version of goddess that is entirely unbound
from the stamp of paternalism.
Her code is unwinding wildly within you
and me
and her and him and all the others
a damned scandelous revolution is turning
and is moving through a ressonant field.
She is seeking to find her entry
in each of us....
and for men she will show you her sacred bliss
she will renew your inner man
and will remind you that she was always part of your makeup
not something to be afraid of
but to celebrate and bring forward more than just a set of characeristics
but a living indwelling spirit of awareness
being
knowing.

She is like a stream that will break open the stony places of your heart
She will cherish all that comes before her
she is the other side of you
or the center of that which emerges in this age.

It is time to let the Goddess come forward.
She is not an abstraction.
Nor theory.
She can be felt inwardly
like a tug on the line
feel into it and see what it brings
where it takes you
will carry you through the dark
through all of your uncertainty
and into the light of knowing.
Trust beyond your hurt
in order to see into this new way of being.
The dark goddesses of the past will subsume to Her
in this age.

It was fated to be this.

The age is ending
and the Great Wheel has come full turn
nearly.
And so it is time for us to no longer wait
for the authorities to tell us
or religions to make it right for us to feel
we will feel regardless.
The divine is not something that must be approved
for we are each divinely sovereign.
Each of us
and each of us must seek and find that inward dwelling miracle
of our being.

If not in this life
then in others.

For me
the fire burns
and has been with me
and so
it is something I cannot let go of
for it is not something to loosen
like a suit and tie
or shoes at the end of the day.
You can tell by the way my hands look that
She and He seek to dwell within me
not as some androgyne
but as a man who knows Goddess as part of him.
No book published
no authority outside of me
outside of the All
can tell me what I need to know
or hear
or feel.

Boundless
free
spreading out like wildness
its great mirror is enough to contain anything you dare imagine
anything you say becomes true
as long as it is true to you
which is why its important to know what you seek
as the gods you create will return the favor
and reinforce those beliefs that underline their contracts....

We move from the horrors of yesterday
understanding that control only breeds division.
When HE is integrated into HER some ancient magic happens
and you become more free.
The path to them is certain
but obscured.
Ask and you shall receive
seek and the door will be opened to you.
You need only believe this
for your belief has enough power to create Gods enshrined for thousands of years
even unto the end of this age.
It is also enough to recreate and recycle
as Hyena medicine laughs atop the heap
teeth gleaming
him/herself a dual singularity created through the lens of our native belief
but useful for recreating in this age.

Just ask.
It can be enough to move mountains.

Keys

Encoded within you, within your dna, and from the very bottom to the top of you are those messages from your greater being to your smaller being, expressed in languages which you may not have been used to deciphering, but are there. When I say this I mean your higher self to the most elementary particle making up your physical expression in space and time. Within you are the messages that we were all meant to hear, to understand and then perhaps learn to heed as we reach those places where we simply remove the debris of our being enough to catch the glimmers of the light that pours out from within us and which has been hidden far too long. This message is ancient, and it is like a key, one of many strewn all through nature, literally embedded in the physical matrix of our world. As we make our way through our own individual process of awakening and learning and growing, sometimes we lift these keys out of the sediment of our being or a dream comes in the night or our consciousness shifts enough to allow for some new awareness…..if we can but listen. Currently there are those of us who are waking up to this divine reality, the place where science and mysticism meet, where understanding our physicality is poised to reach new levels if we can but humble ourselves by considering that there is much much more for us to know and that our institutions ought never get in the way of us pushing into new territority cognatively and spiritually. Really, the path for me seems to be the one that includes all of the tools we have available. All of our institutions have something to contribute, but we must be able to discern where the coding goes wrong, and where we can have the eyes to see and the ears to hear when these truths, key-like rise up from the depths of our understanding.

Shame on you
you dry canals
you fearers of truth
you forbid the very essence of divinity
whilst in the same sentence condemned
and hid
the truth
of our greater being.

Some books
forbidden.
Long since the Master
had come and gone.
Who made you the expert on the divine cosmic
you whose waters were imaginary
entirely fabricated
and guessed?
Liars
fakirs
fearsome of the wholesome truth of your being
you stripped a promising tradition
of its true power
and sent the Master's words into oblivion.

You hid half the divine under a bushel
she is just now emerging
for it is time.
Your high morality
imagined
created
showed at least
that belief
has its own power
which is why we must be careful of the gods we choose
for they will reinforce each other.
The imagination is just that powerful
all the more reason not to go astray.

Today the tide begins to turn.
Time to move with the tides.
Your centuries of hate and killing is enough.
Your power was entwined with hate
and your hands are bloodied,
hands that belong to each of us assuredly.
It is time to step aside
catch your breath
and consider there is another way.
Let the master in all of us step forward now
for it is time.
Time to learn that what was held heretical
is now suddenly sacred.
Back to what it once was.

What Cannot Be Spoken

As I align to HIM
I feel you
deeper
stronger.
more present
The truth of this
shimmers in the moment
as I round corners
faster
seeking it
every breath a reunion
as every pulse of its being
mirrors the multiverse
as awash we are
in locks and keys
each particle of our being
unleashing an infinite possibility
as the secret
the alchemy
is worked
and energy is released
and one more great lesson is experienced
in the moment
as the compass of certainty
turns us round the inevitability
of our becoming
and the certainty
becomes its own end
without an end.

I shall hold you
in this purposeful embrace
as secrets move
wordlessly
between us
as lips
sealed
but hearts wide open
speak of an unbelievable truth
felt as bliss
known as the love we have inside
love is all there is
after all
as end meets end
and the dawn of beginnings
rises
like the sun
scattering stars
in the lost night of soul

In The Lost Night of Souls

Creatures of habit
curled up
night after night
never realizing
other ways are possible
and then one the possible ceases being
as we lock into postures
We get lost in slumber
as waking becomes a heresy,
unaware there is more.

There is an infinity of more.

We lock into movements that dictate
and suggest
the way forward
we cease questioning
but accept
saying
"this is the way its always been"
and so with a nod, its so
as the peasant cries "tradition!"
and we go on without examination
or thought of how it could be different.

Brittle.
Leave it to the trees and deadwood
so as the winds of change blow
these sticks and stems of our being
release and let go
of that which never served us.

Bending.
We discover the audacious truth
that there is something more awaiting us
we do not need to die
to experience heaven.
That state is ready for us
when we move the earth from us
and reveal the inner woman and man
like a vapor thin robe is removed
ready for the next chapter
as the Collective unfolds
within us.

Happy and content
I turn and roll in the lost night
of souls
as I find you
and take you into this great world of abandon
whose path cannot be found in this world
but whose course is certain,
knowable,
destined.

Each one of us,
dreaming
will bring the world awake
as water wears away the stone
as every drop can be felt
and deserts moved
continents ripped
with the gentle sway of time
and relentless pressure.
We shall dream this world awake
and in Waking
show the way to that Dreaming
once again.