Monday, June 11, 2012

The Great Secret

If you would know the great secret you would know the one who has begotten you before your life in a world where all die.  It was through the father and mother of the great light that you were begotten. To know your lineage is to know their union.  To know your union, you will know your lineage.  In their union, is the life.  It is only through them that you will taste the true resurrection that was spoken about which had nothing to do with the casting off of a body or of dying and coming back to life.  People live in this life as though they are dead. Once they taste the resurrection, they will know the deeper life, the true life. Restoring this to earth has been the mission of many boddhi’s including a man known amongst the Tibetans as Issa who had been crucified and who was said to have lived out his days with them with a woman named Mary.  There is a grave stone that has the foot prints of a man sculpted into it that shows the scars of crucifixion. This was how the word was expressed by one teacher whose teachings were not fully understood.  Much was hidden early on, but what was hidden has also been revealed.  If you can but have the eyes to see, you can understand that there was a teaching much like the Hindu that was based on the two irrefutable poles of conscious energy; masculine and feminine in union.  This is their perfect state, they were never meant to be separate.
The resurrection was not well understood. Because he had died on the cross and survived, he was said to have resurrected, but it is equally possible that he was given something on a sponge that would have put him into a deep state like death long enough to have his body removed and his life saved.  The hidden teachings speak of a different kind of resurrection, one that was not about death, but about coming to life while still alive. This is what we call today as "awakening" and bears the same symptoms and effects.  It was later aped by followers who did not fully know what was meant.  To truly know what this was all about, you had to experience it.  Jesus brought the Darshan (blessing of the grace) what he called a fire which he was casting upon the earth.  This was written in texts which were hidden from view for two thousand years.  You will not read these words in the "accepted" texts as handed down because many were ordered destroyed after Constantine met with the men (no women) who would choose the books that would constitute the first bible and the institutionalizing of the church.  However, seeing the writing on the wall, books were spirited out of the region and were buried in the desert of Nag Hammadi.  These would emerge in perfect timing for our very best translators to examine and bring forth for us.  In them the triad was the mother/father/son.  Consciousness was in truth ordered in the way a family was ordered.  The masculine pole and feminine pole would beget new life.  We were and are born from this lineage of masculine and feminine and bear them in the coding of our souls. When you awaken, what they termed “resurrection”  was as though you had been dead previously before your body arose into a new life. Your body came alive in ways you would not believe. While this involved the hiding of what role the feminine played in this relationship,  her truth could not be entirely hidden.   Many do not know and have forgotten just who the Holy Ghost was supposed to be. Most assumed it was another aspect of an all-male deity.  The early church fathers had bastardized the teachings….not just the teachings, but the irrefutable truth……for when you awaken, you cannot ignore the presence of both shakti and shiva in you….which is the father and mother or "father and holy ghost."  Their role is creative, and out of their orgasmic bliss arises the Christ Consciousness. Its interesting just how much the orgasmic bliss has been demonized. I can only conclude that this represented the final freedom, true spiritual power as well as physical creative power and the early church sought to keep its followers less than empowered. 
In the gospel of Philip, a very important document for revealing the truth of the feminine and masculine as making up the deity….as well as the higher self emerges. He points out the obvious saying that those who say Mary begot with the Holy Ghost are in error, for "when does a woman beget with a woman?"  He was pointing out an issue that was already something of a mystery to people at the time….or it was already the subject of people seeking to lessen the presence of the female in the truth. 
Since awakening is not contingent on any religion belief or faith, the issue of what some called the resurrection or awakening, or kundalini, is not one that can be forever hidden.   Every culture on the earth has stories and teachings about it. 
Go as far afield as you wish in any faith.  When you awaken, the truth fills every cell in your body as the presence of THEIR ecstatic union fills you.  You feel bliss because they are now in union within.  These are your cosmic parents and through them, you may learn all secrets.  You must learn how to listen at the portals of reverie and imagination….for it is here in these unlikely places that the universe will rush in to you. If you look at the world and see how it poo poos the imagination as nothing real is the degree to which the world has forgotten how to access the mysteries.  These are those who ape and mimic but do not feel the indwelling spirit. But even they have it within themselves to feel this, to embody it… soon as they dispense with their twisted dogma that demonizes bliss.  Imagination leads to inspiration, and inspiration is divine grace.  This is your divinity present in the moment.  Under normal circumstances, it only arrives under certain circumstances.  When you awaken, its presence fills you. It is the very nature of inspiration to break you out of old limited thinking in order to help you to view and know the divine reality.  You can use this energy however you choose, but when it comes as a tidal wave continually, it fuels great creative output as well as insight. You do not necessarily have the heavens open up, but a reality will reside closer to you, within you.  Slowly, the secrets will be shown to you as you climb that stair ever higher. Some of it is not knowledge, but knowing.  Presence.  You do not go out into the world of things to discover truths, you se that you and the universe are the same. As the Upanishads have said you are a spider that lays down its thread which it then travels in this world. You are the creator and the created.  It is IN you. Your revelation will be in coming to know this great family unity.
You are born of a seemingly dual being of both masculine and feminine.  In truth, the only experience of their existence seems only to happen when they are in union.  Their creation is not something that is separate, and so even in your own consciousness, their bliss in you emerges from their unity, not disunity.   All life reflects this begetting that has its source in Source, the All.  This is an ancient teaching that many have sought to hide and change to their own egoistic whims. It does not change its truth and reality.  It waits for you, for the day when you cast off the shackles of your old life. Like two wires loosened in your being, connecting them will bring the current of the ALL into you immediately.  It will come like a freight train….or a great wind….or a surge up the spine.  It will be so strong it can take you out of your body.  Ecstasy will be a daily experience.  You will learn to open more and more to this and its presence will show you how to loosen the shackles and energetic blocks inside of you.  And as you awaken, you strengthen the field within all people. It grows, it builds, it is like a begetting that comes into itself. You learn what Thales, teacher of Pythagoras knew when he said "all things are full of gods."  Within the petal of your awareness, there is a still larger awareness of your whole self….the divine flower.  Every particle in nature and in ALL is built in this way.  It has its higher form, its “god” as Thales once proclaimed so correctly.  it is hard to know precisely how this is, but you will glimpse it in your being when you awaken.
With or without the old knowledge, or teachings, all of this is returning.  It returns no based on any teaching, not on the success of any philosophy or creed or method.  It returns because it is a very human experience.  We are evolving, and the world is undergoing great change.  Great events come with great change. The field of the collective consciousness has within it the spark which is turning like a great wave now.  Awakenings will continue to grow in number.  As each who awakens learns to build ever greater energetic potential, it will have a formidable effect upon the whole.  The single best thing one can do is to consider it a possibility without needing to know how it will happen to them.  When your mind is pliable and leaning into possibility is when the impossible has a way of happening.  The way of it is to be found in our yearning to know why we are here, who we are, and what this is all about.  THIS is the singular yearning that exists yet remains a mystery to our minds.  This is the evolutionary impulse, the divine spark. What we yearn for, most of us, is what we all do not know.  But we search.  We search through things and ways of life, all coming up short and unhappy.  
What we seek is a love beyond all loves.  We think it is in other people, but it must first reside in us.  We seek outwardly, but this loves dwells within.  It is your own connection to the universe.  When you feel it, the thirst for trying to find "it" ceases in large measure.  This was what I spent my whole life chasing after.  I just didn't know exactly what it was.  And so it is with each person.  So feel into this yearning if you want to know the path to awakening.  It is here that you will get your "answer."  It is not knowledge, it is a knowing beyond all knowing.  It is a knowing that confers great bliss, great knowing, a silent but loud presence.  It is coming home.  Lean into it.  Feel inspired.  This is very human. Dream, hope, lean into it.  Seek.....but know that what you seek is not to be found in reincarnation or ancient texts or some old secret hidden from view.  The secret lies inside of you, in a FEELING. So FEEL.  The more you feel the closer you will be to its truth. No method will bring you to it.  People are studying kundalini yoga, but it wont come until they are ready.  There is nothing magical about it.  It focused intention. The physical side of it helps to keep you fit and gives you a discipline to practice, but most people waking up today are not doing so because of the yoga.  Having said this, though, if you are ripe for it, then anything that connects you to the feeling of rising energy will work.  So kundalini yoga or meditation could work.  I have a friend who tried this meditation and it worked the first time he tried it.  He was ripe.  He was ready. I never was involved in a practice.  I sparked it by forgiving myself of something I had been carrying around for years, a feeling like I was not living up to something between me and the universe. When I was able to let that go, events changed from that moment forward.  Kundalini began its six month period of unfolding.  
It is better to feel into your own yearning for the hidden things of the world, the world within the world.  If you know this pull, you know the divine impulse already. It is here where you will find it.  Surrender.  Let go of all that burdens you.  Clean up your relationships. Forgive what bothers you.  Let go as much as you can let go for this will make the path easier.  Be like a child who knows how to forgive easily. Its much too hard to remain connected to these old hurts.  Its more fun to be happy and go play....

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