Missunderstood

Seraphine. She lived her life as an innocent. She was simple in her way; she was a washer woman. At night she heard the voices of the angels and they directed her to live a holy life of creative expression.  She was a self taught painter in France.  She was able to do something that filled her life with something more than the drudgery of scrubbing floors and being seen as nothing but a lowly person who could not do more than what she did. People were often dismissive of her, unable or unwilling to sense the holiness in her. That's because when it comes to the church, it often has a false sense of what the divine is all about.  Its much more than what has been thus far conceived. Luckily for most mystics in the church, they were able to couch their transcendent experiences in the right kind of language so that they did not wind up being branded heretics.  Even then, their experiences were often seen with some suspicion, and documents point to questioning just what the content of their experiences pointed to.  I suppose it was because there was a far of the devil entering and trying to deceive, something that has been a central figure in spiritual experience.

Serpahine's work bears the marks of Awakening.  To someone already awakened, the elements are there.  She is dealing with a unified aspect of the feminine and masculine together in much of her work, using the tree or plant life as a metaphor for presenting this element that surrounds her work. The masculine, seen as the strong and supportive trunk of the tree forms a conceptual foundation visually.  it is also like the Hindu shushuma, the central channel that the power of kundalini is said to travel.  We all can feel how this energy moves through us, pouring its bliss into us, a bliss which carries with it a feeling of the sexual energy that is part of the experience, a transformative energy that moves the self into a deeper relation or position with the divine.  The self, both yin and yang, masculine and feminine, finds itself grappling with these parts of itself in order to find harmony so that these energies may move more effortlessly through the changed person.

As this, the masculine forms moves into the feminine (often exaggerated so that they become like pipelines of energy into the flowing form, representing the masculine phallus form element merges into the feminine) which is the flowering portion of the tree, there is an explosion not just of life, but a transformation of it. Flowers resolve into eyes, mouths, openings, of all kinds of color and pattern. The two, now one, shimmer with a life beyond the mere physical, beyond the mere singular self but moves into a higher realm of being, the essence of awakening.  Union is a universal element connected to awakenings, and its mark can be detected through writings, art, and other creations.    

Much of the holiness that the church seeks to understand or be is a false sense of holiness or purity based on not a surrender of self but a suppression of that self, which ultimately blocks the transcendent experience that is the core of the mystical. This one small detail we often get wrong when fishing around for what this holiness is all about. Sometimes we get it, but sometimes it can also be a miss. The deeper truth is that these transcendent experiences transcend the very religion it seems to be housing.  This is because these ARE transcendent in every meaning of the word.  No religion has a lock on this experience because its a human experience and we all contain within us the coding that will bring an Awakening forward.  God and Goddess could really not be bothered whether its this religion  or that religion.  The love for every particle of creation is so absolute it matters not what race, creed or denomination or religion.  That some are determined to put a stamp upon the experience as ONLY possible with one or another religion just goes to show how little is understood of the mystical experience.  This is true through and through even if its not popular with some.  Ask any mystic.  Ask anyone who has had an awakening.  They will tell you just as I am telling you now that no words can contain this, nor any religion created by humans contain this experience.  Its because once you awaken you realize just how futile it is to try and put a label on this or even explain it. Its simply not explainable because of its immensity. Religions do well to support those in the throes of the experience.  Certainly Seraphine was not understood when her own ecstasy moved into higher gear. It was simply seen as though she was off her rocker.

                                                         Arbre rouge, oil on canvas

We go on witch hunts. We denigrate another, we stand in judgment of others. This shifts us away from our own lives, the beams in our own eyes which we are here to work on. This is the danger in punditry, you see, for there arises a sense of righteousness based on a historical record which has suffered the vagaries of tumbling through our world while we proclaim all the while that its the undefiled word of God. Meanwhile we have countless versions of other books which were suppressed or tossed out completely that contain within them the very secrets of this awakening, and these books, some of them, were ordered burned by the early church in the wake of the Nicean


And there she died.


So I would just like to say that stories like these are common, but I think we need to begin to understand that there is a place within that will hear voices, will feel contact with the divine. We need to be careful about how we react. If Seraphine had been in the church when this happened, she would have been heralded as a minor saint who had religious ecstasies. These same ecstasies are the same as kundalini or any other awakening. There is a physiological basis for it, and if we learn how to awaken with it as a helper instead of a hindrance we can follow the tide of these in a more constructive way. If we seek to tie everything to established religion, we will miss the boat for the very fact that thus far religion only seems able to accomodate, but not fully understand what these ecstasies are all about.


Before we judge others, lets not forget the words of those who were kind and compassionate. I once thought a man who went on a rant about what wound up being an Awakening as somehow being a little intense and wondered just what was up with him. It seemed important to him, but I just didn't get it. We can all be this way so keeping this in mind might be a good thing as we go through our day.

                                                         L'arbre du paradis, oil on canvas

Seraphine was a beautiful soul, like every soul upon the planet. She was simple and soulful and creative. In the end, she was put away because she was not understood. Its time that we consider that there is something more, and that by going forwad in love instead of judgment, we soften the hard edges of this world. If we were to become simple like children, things might be a lot better.  And for all the Seraphine's of the world we might learn something from and become more rich from knowing or having had their print placed on our world. 

The Way It Works

Everything is in place for you.
The earth trembles in her knowing
and her yearning
that you should awaken to your true home
which is deep within her bosom
alive and renewed in your awakening.

So I will give you a shortened version of how it works....
First you awaken.
This is the divine infrastructure infiltrating you.
The trigger is not simple to find
it rests within the soul, the self, and body.
Once flipped
its like a bell that cannot be unrung.
Its vital force might stop for some reason
that is the physiological counterpart to the experience
but there is more.

To refine means to let go.
This is the burning down of the self
the "killing off of the ego" some speak of.
You know how I feel about that
so next in this refining is perhaps understanding
that you have three basic levels in yourself
and in surrendering you allow each level to live within you
as a unity
instead of in separation.

First is your reptile self.
If you look into the brain there rests a perfectly formed reptile brain
inside of you.
Second is your Mammal brain which sits atop the reptile brain.
It looks just the same as any other mammal.
Third is your Ape brain, the part that we tout as setting us above all other life on the planet.
its not that we are above anything
its that our bodies have expressed this next phase which any life here can develop if it chooses.
In the collective self of our species we chose this path.
We each develop through all of the forms on earth....the fish and salamander, the reptile, and finally the human form all while gestating in the womb.  We retain all forms in a sense. Our being is built on a triadic nature.....perhaps our ancient forms still present in each body because its also in our souls....
so what is within is without.

The reptile is our most animal nature.  Left alone, it makes a mess of the world.  It has raped and pillaged and taken more treasure than we can even begin to measure.  But this part of us must rise upward.....pure animal impulse...feel its pure power and then add to it the tempering of the mammal in you. This mammal self has more heart, more reflecting upon what is better for the tribe.  Still, we can war and rape and pillage because we need one other part of ourselves at play, which is the triadic secret of our being and if you can learn to bring these all three into a unity of being then you will experience how divine life here can be for our triadic self.  The addition of our highest brain does not stop us from being as destructive as a reptile might be.  What does is the WILL to stop and consider a better way.  Certainly the ape forebrain helps and has brought us slowly to a better place but the next step is to bring all of these energies into a unity with the power of the Awakening.  As we do this the power of each aspect rises within the other, illuminates the other, fulfills the other.  Somewhere inside of us is the perfect arrangement.  Its a careful balance, but an Awakening can help you find it if you let it.

Father, Mother, and the Christed Son.....the triad.  our inner being....masculine and feminine within each of us gives birth in our healing....our union with those aspects within the Christ consciousness or Buddha nature.  These each move one into the other and are not cast aside or forgotten or treated as bad but understood as simply misunderstood and then brought together.  Creator made no mistake; each part is important and as long as you seek to repress your irrepressible nature you will not be easy with your divine nature.  You see, the animal in you is the raw flame....and this flame will refine as it moves upward into your nature.  It is as it should be, shall be.  This came from page 47 in the book of Awakenings (its the owners manual).  Its pages can be felt rustling within your heart.....

Triadic.  Its the nature of All.  From this union of self and from All will come a love completely unbounded.  Larger than any sea you might visit or conceive.....

The Guidebook To Awakening

For as much as we'd love a guidebook
a user manual
the truth is
the real real truth
is that we are the guidebook.
When we stop seeking it outside of ourselves
and resolve to that one small point within our core
so deep
that to touch this place
sparks a revelation within
that is like union
because it is the essence of union
of a man and woman
or of anyone who ever loved another
so much
that they could not live without that Other
because they knew without a doubt
that they vibrated at the same frequency
felt just as deeply as did they
and in feeling this great world of mystery
were utterly changed
simply
but deeply
where that spark lay
which ignited the fuel of our secret slumbering longing
into a flame
which burned so brightly
with the passion of the divine
that we though we might burn up
with some of us running in fear
that the house was burning down.
And just as St John knew
or discovered
as did Theresa of Avila
and as countless other modern mystics
who are experiencing the same ecstasies
the house does indeed burn down
MUST burn down
in order for the new house to be built.

So from page one of the manual it says
"let the house burn down;  there is great wonder in watching the beams which have supported your outer life come crashing down
only to discover it was all an illusion.
A life begins, but never ends.  It goes through countless cycles.
You will have many mansions
you will have many lifetimes.
What the Creator has made will never be unmade.
The outer house was constructed in your world
the inner house was made by the divine and shall always be
and all houses shall follow its design
until we get it right
and bring divine and physical into a unity
as the two become one
just as surely as the two within you
become one
and as the one that is you
merges with a perfect other
a divine spouse
drawn to you out of the countless of the world
to be your bride
to be your bridegroom.
But first, the house must burn down...."

On page one it also says that when in doubt - love.
Not a love FOR something
but to let your entire frame and form vibrate with its bliss
its longing
its sensual desiring
which is in truth what the Saints experienced
and tried to communicate
without being excommunicated....
but what the church and its followers who stand outside the experience of it
watching as the houses burn
seeking to douse the flames
fearing for the worst.
St. John of the Cross and St. Theresa smile
as we all will smile in our own time of becoming---
we have all been taught that this ecstasy is bad
only because it can be so sexual.
Creator infiltrates everything
so too will it infiltrate our sex
and every single aspect and fill us to the brim
and until we pour over with this sacred flame
(its just that we have kept this part quiet or subdued since forever for fear of witch hunts and heretical pronouncements---we have all had very real reasons to fear for our innocent lives from those who simply do not understand or who are themselves cut off from the pulse of divine in their own hearts).
There wont be a place where it wont be
a place where its spark does not spread
fire-like
through us.
It will move through you
seducing you like  a lover
it will explore every corner of you
and you will learn to surrender to its passionate embrace
as it shows you its heaven
as liquid its passion resolves
and flows through you
healing you as it goes.
Its not that we become sexualized
we all actually have to become more and more refined in order to take its awesome power
for without the divine we could not handle such passion such longing such beingness.
We have to balance such intensity
with divinity
with refinement
and a kind of true purity
not built from some false notion
but of vibrating so truly to It
to wedding yourself so closely to it
that there never was a question
that you were its spouse
its beloved.
Not one sliver of uncertainty
but total union
for this then allows the two to vibrate
energetically
in sympathy
so that their union
might be known from top to bottom
through and through....
in this experience, you see,  the volume is turned up
the bass
the treble
and the color is turned up too....
this experience brings up all experiences to a Peak
as everything resolves to flame
and we ourselves surrender to it as we were made to do,
something that we describe with many words
but the words do not have some magic beyond merely describing a deeper mystery
that is the serpent flame
that sends the Fundamentalists running certain that some verse in their bible spoke of being careful around serpents
not understanding that it wasn't a real snake
but just this;
someone once likened  the sensual movement of this energy
to how a snake feels as it moves in your hand
and its true
in a sense.
This energy, this divine presence does move in silky sensual undulations
any physicist can tell you about energy
the same is the case for your bodily life force
that has quite suddenly been set free
and allowed to run like it was made to run
and love
boundlessly.
When we touch God and his feminine counterpart Goddess
you can feel how EVERYTHING becomes larger
as you ascend into a higher version of yourself
outside of time
and beyond all definition
and which is why its silly to worry about what religions have to say
because the true church is inside of you
and if you want to know the right way to go
then follow the sacred flame within you.
Eventually, through its direction
you will get it right.
You wont need any authority in this world
telling you that you need to douse those flames
or that anything sacred is entirely devoid of passion
and the glory that that passion confers...
Your own authority will have awakened
or your ears and eyes were opened enough to see and hear

The thing that you will never understand
about this
is that this is bayond all relgion
beyond all dogma
beyond all approach.
Quietly, it is experienced.
Trying to write a manual is rediculous
and a joke really.
We were each made to feel this.
Each of us has iwthin us the means to anchor this
not because of some demonic urging
but because the divine has not been understood
our minds were weak
and missunderstood the flames for tragedy.
EVen those being consumed fear the flames
but these flames are not themselves flames
they are the snakes of kundalini;
just a way to try to put word to something entirely wordless.

At this place there is no judgement
and we resolve into children
for just as Jesus said
we must be like children
to enter the Kingdom.
And this kingdom is all around us
just as he said
but many did not understand
or misconstrued.
You don't need a religion to touch God and his feminine aspect, Goddess.
What you need is an Awakening
for it alone
has the power to burn down all of your carefully built constructions
and no matter if those constructions were built upon thousands
of years of tradition and others passing them down to you;
even if something is wrong or incorrect no amount of cleaving to it
by countless people will ever make that tradition or notion or thought correct
when it is inherently flawed.
Remove the flaw and let stand the true vine
which moves within each of us.
Beyond your religion
beyond your conceptions
and beyond the house you have built
your outer personna
that you use to interface with the world.
That part will surely burn down
and when it does you will be utterly amazed
and pleased
and confounded.


So on this day I will give one silent gift to this world
which is that on each day I send my breath out
to no one
to everyone
to breathe this breath that is fire
and which we can each fan to a flame.
I bear a fire
here to remind you that you can
in this moment
awaken to my god kiss
to that part of me
which will awaken you
to a divine yearning
that you will think will come from another
but which will be your own.
I will simply remind you what you already knew deep inside
beneath the carpet and blinds and artwork you thought was important to your life now.
I whisper that soon
very soon
we will all stand entirely naked before the source of all life
and see a light within it shining in us
and in that moment
there wont be need for words
or a reason to say why
or my spreading fire through the sky.
In that day we wont need books for our words
for we will have gone entirely beyond knowing
into Being.

When worse comes to worse
the best thing is to love without condition
and to seek only the highest.
Until this awakening finds you
until you are taken
like a lover by it
and cherished beyond all others
for the fact that you are all others
as the spark in me
runs through you
and all others.
On that day you will feel into this
and resist the urge to put out the flames.

My Goddess I will love you beyond all imagining.
I can do no other.
I cannot love you through fear of loss of you
for I never lost you
your presence has in a way slumbered within me
as I sought in the outer world your image.
I sought until my feet bled.
But now my inner godself seeks me to be led
to a promised land
within me
and I pray that I am strong enough to resist ego and fear
and just let the house burn down
so that I might build this new life
this new home
in total union with you.
I will love you beyond all expectation
even if my small self struggles.
It is afterall why we are here; to resolve duality
and fit the world to a new harness
a new understanding of ourselves.
For you.

The Healing

I do not know how to heal myself.
I know how to surrender
sometimes
it goes so deep
but healing this......
is maybe not something we do
but something we move away from
and say through action
I am ready for something different.
We do not heal by holding the hurt
but dropping it and never looking back at it
and remand it to the higher self.
Something tells me we have to be like children
able to forgive and forget and move on to some broad new adventure
in order for new fertile land to open up inside of ourselves.

I have decided that if I am afraid of never being with you
then I shall live in your heart
and do as He admonished; love you beyond all loving and beyond all reward.
The one thing this Awakening has afforded me which is
how we can each in a collective way be blissfully One
across thousands of miles.

You are the sum of all my searching
wondering
yearning
and love.

I will move my presence through you
in this great mystical dance of love
which this experience affords us
and that you are so deserving of.
This peels away the layers of duality
and separation.
If I can live in your smile
and vibrate through your heart center
in such a loving and knowing way
then my fear of being alone
will have to wait outside
because when I am with you in this way
I feel true peace for the first time in a long time.
I feel us moving evenly together
as duality is erased
and my masculine and feminine
connects perfectly to your feminine and masculine
as if we were puzzle pieces.
Only through feeling it will I become it
I think.

So sing to me
your heart song
remind me that all those centuries of searching are over
we are home now
like two birds making a new nest in the sky of a new world
as our ruby-throated songs herald this new day.
I would make my song a piece of yours and my spirit a twin to your own.

Our Ancient Past

We often bemoan how the world seems set on telling us what it is we want.  There is truth to this.  There is truth to how our world serves to keep ingrained old ways of being and thinking. Its a self perpetuating system of collective energetics.  Its one reason why the tide of awakenings on the planet is so hopeful and encouraging to me.  When the collective being begins to move then we can all potentially benefit. Just as there is an awakening with one person and their kundalini energy, imagine the entire collective itself awakening, resonating at a higher vibration.

Companies through time have sought to find ever more effective ways to sway opinion as well as belief.  They will bend belief, knowing they can. They play on our rawest of emotions.  This happens not just on Wall Street but in government as well.  Why else would a peaceful person be moved to blood lust and be in support of, say, an invasion force in a foreign country? If you are quiet and dispassionate and able to step back and then look back at past campaigns (we have one every presidency now) you can see how the sell went.  And its very much a sell.  Never mind that most, if not all, of these campaigns are based on a fiction or the result of our efforts through the covert state to make things appear a certain way (U.S. govt -via CIA- funded and backed Al Qaeda, for instance).

To do all of this means suppressing or distorting the truth.  The process that this takes is often not just an honest breaking of the truth into little pieces so it can be reformed into some other kind of shape but is often simply bent slowly over time in a person's mind until they begin to believe the new version themselves.  The psyche WANTS to believe its doing right and if it can somehow justify this, the self feels more settled and at peace.  Easily you can see just how insane this all is, and yet, its part of our coping mechanisms as a species.  Its how we all can get brain-washed and believe in the most amazing stories or take the most outrageous positions. There is an entire system within our world that works on keeping your opinions formed according to what they want. It involves control of information so that what you get from the very beginning is faulted or slanted in their direction.  It means creating events from the very start that appear a certain way.  With the help of corporate media who is willing to tow the line of certain elites, government and corporations work together---this is what we call fascism folks---in forwarding an agenda that is FOR the government and corporations but not for the PEOPLE. David Rockefeller was quoted in the minutes of a group meeting of the major media outlets not so long ago thanking the likes of Time, Newsweek and others for NOT reporting on certain news, news that would have been harmful to his efforts at building a New World Order  This meeting took place in 1991 at Baden Baden Germany and at the time his words were proved prophetic as he said that  “… it would have been impossible for us to develop our plan for the world if we had been subjected to the lights of publicity during those years. But, the world is now more sophisticated and prepared to march towards a world government …” 

In breaking away from such a mind set is important in order that we are able to see with clear eyes how this system of control has sought to perpetuate itself at the very highest levels of our business and government.  It is nothing less than an effort to preemptively seek to maintain the same control which has been the  the legacy of our world for countless generations.  These are the same people who seek to push governments into war because war is so profitable.  These are the same people who would sell their own families down the river if they thought it would net them a profit.  Michael Moore said this so succinctly in an interview with the producers of the documentary The Corporation where he said the only reason why they let his movies air is because the elite he is railing against actually thinks that they can make some money off the rope they are selling him, the very rope he uses to hang them with.

Constantly this effort at selling a certain slant of the truth goes on every day.  This happens in a successful way because people themselves are unwilling or unable to listen to their own inner voice and heed instead the voice of authority, of the government, or institution (club, civic organization or religion).  This happens also because people are told to trust their government and these very institutions run by people who have such a slanted view or seek to present slanted or twisted views of how things are. This is how  books that would have been in the bible were kept out.  Some of these books dealt with the concept of healing the whole self, the role of the masculine and feminine in the self as part and parcel of reaching the "kingdom."  Instead, these books were in their time pronounced heretical and were ordered burned along with their sponsors just after that august meeting at Nicea.  It was only because some well preserved copies of these books were discovered in 1945 in the desert at Nag Hammadi.  All of this sounds crazy at first to people when they read it or hear it, but when you study some of these works with a sound eye towards understanding how important it is for us to heal ourselves as part of reaching a better place (and some of the books in the Nag Hammadi point to a way of doing this) but perhaps there is a reason why in our time these books were discovered.  Perhaps we are ready, perhaps its time.

 Gandhi once said that  with any new idea "first they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then you win."  In the mean time we continue to work against a tide of resistance which is the human mind, configured whether naturally or through artifice, in order to reach the natural and true fundamentals of truth.  And what are these?  Maybe part of our world is that its a lot stranger than we might want to admit or believe.  By pointing to just about every unusual building that seems impossible to us to have built, Erik Von Daniken in his books created a sensationalized approach to our unusual world.  And to his benefit I would say that absent full knowledge all we have are theories.  For example, its becoming clearer that we had an understand of fixed winged aircraft to the point that we created models of them which show up in the archeological record.  Some have seemed to show up at the temple of Abydos in a rather surprising kind of way.  There, along the lintel of the temple are a cluster of images, almost all of which look to depict a series of aircraft.  Not just one.  One we might be able to dismiss as simply coincidental but representing something else entirely. But at Abydos we have much more than just one. Wat we find is a string of them, all objects that can very easily be seen as aircraft.  One image of this lintel is below:

 

Our history is not one that is well understood. The image above was discovered in 1848, long before we had helicopters or jet aircraft.  They weren't given a second look until the early 1990's.  Recently, according to news reports, yet another series of images were discovered of helicopters at the  Amon Ra Temple in Karnak.  In researching this story, I was not able to find any images even though a number of writers mentioned the same story. The historians' efforts to explain this is that the carvings are the result of an optical illusion resulting from older carvings being revealed from a still deeper section of the lintel.  The idea here is that there were still more carvings underneath the carvings and it was an effective blending of two images that created the look of a helicopter and other aircraft. 

There are still other examples of this unusual past where things may well have been quite different from what we have thought. 

A succinct article from the web site forbidden history it states:

"In 1954 the government of Colombia sent part of its collection of ancient gold artifacts on a U. S. tour. Emmanuel Staubs, one of America's leading jewelers, was commissioned to cast reproductions of six of the objects. Fifteen years later one was given to biologist-zoologist Ivan T. Sanderson for analysis. After a thorough examination and consulting a number of experts, Sanderson's mind-boggling conclusion was that the object is a model of a high-speed aircraft at least a thousand years old. Approximately 2 inches long the object was worn as a pendant on a neck chain. It was classified as Sinu, a pre-Inca culture from A.D. 500 to 800. Both Sanderson and Dr. Arthur Poyslee of the Aeronautical Institute of New York concluded it did not represent any known winged animal. In fact, the little artifact appears more mechanical than biological. For example, the front wings are delta-shaped and rigidly straight edged, very un-animal-like. The rudder is perhaps the most un-animal but airplane-like item. It is right-triangle, flat-surfaced, and rigidly perpendicular to the wings. Top view Only fish have upright tail fins, but none have exclusively an upright flange without a counter-balancing lower one. Adding to the mystery, an insignia appears on the left face of the rudder, precisely where ID marks appear on many airplanes today. The insignia is perhaps as out-of place as the gold model itself, for it has been identified as the Aramaic or early Hebrew letter beth or B. This may indicate that the original plane did not come from Colombia, but was the product of a very early people inhabiting the Middle East who knew the secret of flying."[1]

Some of these pieces look like this:




























An original image of the Columbian amulet pieces

A modern reproduction of one of the Columbian pieces.

An example of one of the pieces that were copied and flown by two American engineers (below)





The link to the article is below:

Airplane Article


Another link on this same site yields an array of unexplainable artifacts such as machined objects like nails and screws encased in limestone, whose layers date back millions of years. There are stories like the one of the silver cup that had stylized floral decorations all around its side discovered in strata that was hundreds of millions of years old.

When I was a college student the mother of a friend who I went to school with explained that her father who was mining coal in West Virginia was amazed to find that they had uncovered a layer of coal that revealed a set of tire prints that went off into the distance. Everyone stood around scratching their heads at this hard to explain anomaly. Finally after a few hours of this, the foreman ordered the tracks taken up and work commenced in the mine. The foreman explained this action as saving everyone from losing out on months worth of work in the mine since they would be required to have archaeologists come in to examine the find and this could take a lot of time. Now this is only a story that I am passing on to you.

When we deal with the issue of these hard to explain artifacts we inevitably cross a confluence of differing currents. First we have arrogance. Never underestimate the power of human arrogance. We proclaim only humans have a soul, and thus the animals we slaughter for our food do not feel. We proclaim through the same arrogance that human advancement has only been significant in the last hundred years or so. Anything before that, and we were merely squalid peasants living in the muck.

This kind of assumption is of course short sighted, yet many of our most learned people jump to it. We have airplanes that clearly ARE airplanes yet because we have no other evidence of their being airplanes in ancient history, we HAVE to call them fish, or birds, or misunderstood or misconstrued anomalies. Or we can consider that our history has only been partly told and that through the ages our documents have been lost. There was a cataclysm that resulted in a giant flood that brought Noah his fame, and when we look into the geology of this event it looks like an incredibly sudden and cataclysmic event. This was enough to push cities near the water under the sea. Perhaps the idea of an advanced civilization existing was more than just a happy myth. Perhaps as some suggest, the earth's axis shifted physically (not just magnetically as has been happening lately) which set into motion a frozen north that was decidedly tropical.  We have found animals fast frozen with tropical plants in their mouths as they were caught quite suddenly by a fast freeze, herds of these animals all in mid-run.


This results in an even weirder thing happening; we take anomalies and ascribe nearly impossible theories instead of just using Occams Razor, which states that all things being equal, usually the simplest explanation is the one that fits.  Instead airplanes that are later reverse engineered are found will fly flawlessly without any "futzing" with the details.  We find a Roman coins and other objects in the New World long before Columbus

Romans

Our history is more interesting than anything we probably could even come up with on our own.  One thing I do know in my bones; we will continue to come forward with forgotten knowledge until it finds its way into the mainstream.  The problem with human beings on the planet right now is that the need to control people is seen as all important.  You see it everywhere.   Our media tells us what we want.  Many of our wants are dictated less by our true selves as someone on Wall Street who has products to sell.  When we can shift our awareness to bringing to people what they themselves want, we will maybe get somewhere.  But wait.....some will say all you have to do is look to youtube to see that the world is full of people who express what they want and the high water mark is not that high!  There is a lot of complaining and slamming of other people.  And I think you should expect that with a population as out of sorts with itself as it is.  Lots of grumbling.  Lots of jealousy, anger, and even hurt.  But daily what happens on television is we are seduced by what it is we see.  This form of seduction drives a false sense of want.  If you step back for five minutes and think about what REALY is important to you, you might just find a very different picture.  As different perhaps as the official story fed to us about 9/11 or Egypt and South America and our ancient history and what very likely happened in all truth.  Understand, I don't think it takes a conspiracy for any of this to happen. This kind of thing happens in every moment.  Its a tendency we as humans have that I think we need to work on weeding out of our code of behaviors.  We need to begin a period where we listen to ourselves and know that the answer lies within. 

So here we are.  We are here with all of this incredible confabulation ready to jump quantum-like into something that will be all the more amazing for the fact that what we are about to step into can't be explained with what we have learned in our current world.  So much has been submerged, so much hidden.  So now its time for this period to reveal a deep mystery and this mystery resides within us and within all of matter. It might be a little easier if we are more honest with ourselves, which is that we are everybit as intelligent today as we were ten thousand years ago, the only difference is the ACCUMULATION of knowledge....facts, figures, research.  History has shown as with the Mastadon that things can happen so fast that an animal can go extinct as it runs with grass in its mouth away from the perceived threat and then frozen like that in polar ice.  Could entire civilizations been wiped out just like this? Could, within just a few generations, the memory of a flying ship be forgotten.  If a flying ship was made by one ruler and then ordered destroyed by another, you can BET that a full court press was made to make sure history never remembered any of his or her predecessors achievements.  I am saying this this way because this same scenario has already happened with what may be one of the biggest discoveries of naval history, which was that China had one of the most advanced seafaring navies in the world at a time when Europe was little more than a backwater culturally.  China had a fleet that went to Australia, the Coast of California and South America.  Its a little known fact that was hushed up by an emperor who sought to destroy all evidence of his predecessor and nearly succeeded.    You can read all about it in another blog entry on this site which is HERE.

The world is a wild place.  Amazing, really.  Its waiting to become that garden again.....

To learn how to begin to break free and understand how your own inner powerhouse works, please see this link within the blog...

Your Path To The Trancendant

New Birth

As we die to what we once were to what we are becoming, can we look cogently and clearly at our process to understand what is happening to us in the midst of kundalini or some other form of awakening? While we seek to kill off the ego as some suggest, are we simply birthing some new arrangement of the self?

In Awakenings there is talk of ego death as an important part of the process. I think the term is confusing because ego does not die. Nothing created does. Everything, born of energy, remains. What does happen, however, is the self is rearranged through this process. The ego itself does not die but is taken from its front and center role as controlling agent to a participant in the process of comprehending duality......but just not running the show. This rearranging of the self is important because the boundlessness of the soul which begins to press a kind of inner crisis in many when faced with collective consciousness involves a very different kind of consciousness. Ego is itself very much bound up within limit whereas the larger self simply is not. It can quite easily flow into the great All in the moment. There have been many a struggles that have involved the ego and the self unable to surrender to the higher self, the god and goddess within us.

People talk about it, though, like its dead and gone. I think this is a mistake because the ego self is not a pat little part like an alternator in a car that can simply be taken out or replaced. Its part of a complex dynamic system that is built more like poetry than cars. To understand the ego I think you have to step back a little and observe. To me the ego is not merely a surface detail but is instead integrated into the personality and helps us to differentiate between me and thee. This part of us was developed here on the dual plane for this very purpose. It has, though, gotten entirely out of hand. There was a time when we had a far great mobility to our consciousness and this was due in part to an ego that was not so front and center dominant. It does, however, go from surface self to deep essential self. Even the soul knows itself as its own identity, so this becomes a higher plane form of ego. Once created, individuality cannot be unmade. The individual is not some illusory thing, or something that will become subsumed into some larger self but goes on in its own way, capable of operating both as particle and wave, as individual and riding in unity consciousness. The problem as I see it is that we very much think that we have to kill the ego. I suspect this may have to do with some eastern traditions that have promulgated this view. Like any discipline or dogma or religion, there are any number of views about what we should or should not do. Thing is, we can do and become whatever we so choose. We are free to do this. Feeling into your very core you will find this freedom to be a kind of birthright. At the core of this lies a creative energy that is constantly shifting and changing. Just as we can shift and change, so can the shape of our consciousness.

Ego goes from surface to deeper self and is part of a continuity of being that flows from one aspect to another. Use whatever paradigm or method for reflecting or trying to understand it, ultimately I think that if you are reflective and honest yourself you can see and feel into what the ego is and how interconnected it is in your being. The lesson is in not letting the ego gain control of the ship. Its great as a spotter of other ships, but when it comes to it seeking to navigate the ship, forget it. The ego will find and attach meanings to phenomenon in an awakening that can be entirely blown out of perspective as well as being distorted. The ego, like the mind, simply cannot make sense of an awakening the way the feeling self can. Ironically many of our institutions of thought tend to relegate the feeling self to that part of our being that is more primitive. It is in truth the most developed part of us for "understanding" these awakenings. When the ego and mind get into the act small things become big things and all of our foiables come to the fore. This is good if you want to deal with them but the ego is not interested in dealing with anything except running the show. The ego will tend to bring in associations that may or may not have bearing on the matter at hand. This is because the ego and mind are themselves not very intuitive. Your feeling self, however, is very intuitive.

The trick in all of this is how to arrange the self in such a way that the ego does not cause a lot of problems. Awakenings that involve kundalini will tend to push this arrangement upon you at some point or another. In truth, we are born and die micro second to microsecond. Our bodies mirror this truth as every six to seven years our bodily material is completely replaced. Consciousness flickers in this way, but "you" do not seem to disapear but if you feel into your being you will find that your energy will always tend to be a very rapid pulsing or vibration of energy that belies this "flicker" effect that is part and parcel of consciousness and all energy as wave form. All energy, including consciousness, moves from zero point to its full potential. The ego, then, can continue to be a challenge until the self adopts a new stance, a more permanent posture that feels better to it. Instead of having the ego at the front door, its now more content to watch at the world around it from a side or back window. And that works very well.

At higher levels of consciousness it is this same ego that makes connections with others in divine union. This is the essence of kundalini. For some it is union with a deity or energy. For others, its in soul unions with people here on earth in something we call soul connections. Others have called them twin flames and there is a lot of ideas surrounding what these unions are but they are simply the result of a mirroring process and can, if successful, drive change in a catalytic way. Sometimes people can become stuck and not go through healing or change. We tend to draw to us what we currently believe we need. If the higher self speaks loudly enough then a new wrinkle can be brought into the process. This could involve, among a vast array of things, something that involves "death" of the ego.

I think that we will each find our way through this. The great opportunity that an awakening brings is what seems to be a more conscious and faster form of manifesting what we feel we deserve or what we want to co-create here on the planet. If this means that the Way is easier by subsuming a part of the self into the self, or by rearranging the ego, then it may make things easier. But there are many paths, and we all need to learn what we need to learn in our own way. Kundalini will see to that if you are open to it and willing to let it bring learning to you.

The self is highly malleable and can be arranged and rearranged. How do you think moving into a more feeling mode of being will serve you in your path? Do you think that a more intellectual approach will work for now? Would it be easier if the ego just stepped out of the way for a bit?

Good luck in your journey!

There Has Always Been a She

Everyone
who has Awakened
in this way
not my way
but Its great way
its sensual bliss
crawling all over you
making a lover of you
becomes an adherent to a heresy
which is that we become
One
with an expanding sense of self.
This means we find union within our masculine and feminine energies.

In that expanding self
is what we are in these larger scales.
And that is divine.
God and Goddess
are within us
heretical to suggest
but its true.
So true.

Outside of time
as you step
into bliss
into this rapturousness
uproaringly wonderfilled
you can see simply how god and goddess
are merely reflected throughout all of being
all realities.

Even in our suppressed history
She was there with Him (some proof exists below).
She was there because he needed her
and she needed him.
Consciousness was ordered masculine and feminine
not masculine creating All
but masculine and feminine working together to create
fertilize
gestate
and birth
spiritually
in the same way that we fertilize and gestate and birth in the physical...
Our ancestors knew she was necessary to his sanity
and he was necessary to hers.
He turned mean and warlike
when we stripped him of her
and burned her essence out of the temple
only because some of us hated something in themselves
and loathed women for some reason.

Just say it.
You hated the woman in you.
Perhaps your inner man hated himself
and you didn't even know why.
Maybe it was their wonderful power.
Maybe it was because you forgot where you came from.
Maybe your own inner masculine was so repressed
you had to hack and burn your way through
to now
as gentle and loving hands say
"no more"
we need her badly now....
more than we need your killing
and your loathing
and heresy.

Its time to let the bullshit go.
We all know it.
Let it drop by the wayside to become compost for
tomorrow's flowers.
Lets all choose to heal it
pray for it
and let it all go
as we are ready.

Lets just let it go.
Man needs woman
and woman needs man.
They were born of a divine lineage
unified.
Its really very simple.
Uncomplicated.

So once She was worshipped
as our ancestors knew
and understood how important it was
to have the feminine within.
Even men knew she had to make up his masculine.
It was her very presence
that drove his amazing passion
and sensitivity
and it was his forcefulness
and certainty of touch
that brought Her into a knowing of her power as Woman.

How could it be any other way?
So lets each speak the heresy
and laugh
because it never was a heresy
but a truth.

She was burned out of the temple by people
so unaware
unable
to see or feel
or smell
or live
in their love
and knowing
of what She was and is
all about.
These are the same people
who fear that with the rise in kundalini
that some serpent is finding its way into
their church.
Laughing, do they understand it really has nothing at all to do with a snake?
Or that countless Christian Saints felt this very same thing
but called it ecstasy
because if they had used the movement of a snake as a descriptor
they would be tossed out by the same fear mongering
infidels.
By calling Her we speak of a depth of bravery that has not been in a while--
yes it is time to reinsert the feminine back into spirit
(as if she ever truly left)

I am calling her to me.....calling her to me....
where is my goddess?
I raise my arms high
up to the sky
I call down the moon
and feel the wind
and rain fall upon my face
as all of nature rises up to meet me
in this one beautiful embrace;
I call her
I call...

To learn more about how the God of the old Bible
and the Goddess that were part of a spiritual family unit
go here:


The Feminine Aspect of the Creator

Him II

Through the heart
He comes.
He is a shimmering presence
subtle.
When my Inner Man begins to come forward
his Presence shows the way to be.
I learn to match his vibration
and feel as he feels
and as I do
I ascend into him
which is not like some ancient knowing
but something that never knew time
and has simply been shimmering all this time
but outside of it until I was ready to glimpse
or feel into him.
To do this requires surrender.
This surrender is like a form of deep love.
A willingness to be so vulnerable
for that which is in your best.

He says without saying
this is the healing.
Its not examining your millions of hurts
but feeling differently.
Just feel differently.
As this radiance from Him
comes through
the effect is feeling in a way one has never felt.
Nothing more need be done he says.
Be right first in your self
and then ask for the highest.
Do not be afraid of what that highest brings
for it will always be the best
and most blissful reward.

We are tangles of hopes and dreams
in this world.
Our insides are obscured by what we think is ours.
It is ours
but reflects a broken part of the self
a hurt or traumatized self
that was shoved into the closet
left to be since forever
and this is how its been
lifetime after lifetime.
And for as formaidable as all of that seems
In my Godself
he says
no words
nothing to do
something to BE.

Becoming aware of what we are
is simple
which is what can make it so hard to see.
Our life here seems so hard.
Surely crawling out of this mess must be real work.
But it isn't.

In an awakening
a place where the three vibratory pitches are brought together;
root heart and head
an alchemy occurs
an awakening sends itself through us
as we awaken to another world inside of us
a vibrant neural network
nonphysical
but like another body that you can feel
the soulbody awakens
the astral
the emotional
the physical
all begin to work together
interacting
reinforcing the other.
This is the true alchemy.
The refining of the baser into the higher.

Feeling into the heart is a key
and allowing the energy of the root rise upward
as this happens
the truth of the heart
meets the truth of the root
the powerful motivating energy
and become a third in the heart.
They then deliver their progeny heavenward
into the crown
and into the universe.

Simply let it flow
he says
normally you might say
that's all well and good to say
but how to feel?
But in this Awakening
its yours to feel
within reach.
Sometimes its enough to surrender and say
"I do not know how to reach what is mine to reach"
and ways are made known.

The universe is not there to punish
or to hurt.
We do plenty to hurt ourselves.
We do plenty to reflect and attract that hurt to our door.
In this
you learn to open the door
feeling it turning quickly on its hinges
as the world shows that it can turn in a new way.

For each of us
it might be a goddess
for me a godself
a higher awareness
shimmering
clear
and strong.
When we learn we are but a petal on a larger flower
it does not make us feel insignificant
but all the more precious
as the All in us
cherishes us.
Woven together
the universe is bound
flexible and vibrant
with this love.

And its all within you.
Each of you.
The higher in you is waiting for when you awaken
within It
and until that time
you will continue to be cherished
even though you slumber.

We Are One

A video for you to watch to consider the authors' thoughts.....

I will add here before you watch that I think that this is a very good video. Its so on the mark. Truly. The one quibble I have has to do with this "nothingness" which is discussed and which many others, including Watts, talks about, as being nothing. Now bear with me. I am perfectly fine with the perception of its being nothing. I once perceived that, too, but at some point something inside of me asked surely there must be more to this Awakening business (and in perfect timing I was shown that there is). I have been feeling this "nothingness" that many speak of and I think we have it all wrong. Its not nothingness. With an increasingly refined sense of sensing which only comes from doing the "hard work" of what an awakening brings, which is removing lifetimes of trauma and hurt, will result in a sensing so strong and clear its as if someone lifted muffs from your ears. We are quite literally insulated by our past unresolved hurt and trauma that we cannot feel into this sacred space which many are calling nothing! The trick, then, becomes going way beyond what you think an Awakening is about in order to tap its true potential. I think we are just now beginning to grapple with what an awakening truly is. Surely I am not the only one here who is having to say the Emperor has no clothes, right? Come with me, walk with me and consider what I am saying to you and the implications it has for consciousness on the planet....

If you can expand your consciousness within this boundless nothing you will begin to feel a sense of boundless scale.....but we are used to how the mind works in us and because this feels so different to us, we see it as nothing. But its not nothing. Its nothing like the ocean feels the same all over. Maybe I need to set myself up as some kind of august authority, maybe let my hair grow gray or something.....but that is not what you need....nor do I need that either. We just need the truth which lives in us and to which we are constantly waking up to.

Its nothing like how a cell feels nothing inside a body trillions of times larger than itself. Here we are, existing inside this world which itself is contained in a solar system unbelievably large, contained yet again inside a galaxy that is so huge its measured in light years. Want to guess how big our little galaxy is? Its one hundred thousand light years in diameter, give or take ten thousand light years.

Now take this and extrapolate to your own awareness within the Collective All. It feels like nothing because it is this boundless sea, but if Alan Watts and everyone else could see what little old me has felt into with the heart of my infinite self you might get to glimpse something that my book addresses which I don't know anyone else is talking about in this time and which is critical in our maturation as a species and it is this- what is the purpose of this vast seeming "nothingness" which is a much much larger infinite being? And how do we relate to that being? And how do we, in this age begin to utilize this vast storehouse of something (which isn't nothing---it just feels so vast as to seem nothing). If I am to give you nothing else its the awareness that we are more than this seeming nothing (its that we become aware of what this seeming nothingness is with a renewed sense of sensing that is more feeling than anything else for its this feeling which comprises the core of this "nothing" which I call a great incredible SOMETHING!).Now don't get the wrong idea..... Its not that in my little me ego that I want the world to not let slip the bonds of the egoic self. Lord have mercy, this is something that we have to do at the beginning of any awakening, putting the ego in the place where it is best utilized (but not running the show). By learning to rearrange the self in the right way, we can find a divine way of being that will reveal a great deal to us. And we can go on in our search not in a blind way, not in a nothing way but in a something way.

We are here to make something. We are here to first realize who we are (love) and what the universe is (love). These things are not nothing. They are something. And The great challenge I give to you my fellow selves is that you discover this great and magnificent mystery!

Now did you get that? Do you really think its just nothing?......

Still, given that, the video is still one of my all time favorites. Now go watch. And let me know if you get any glimmers about this so-called "nothing." I can't be the only one.

Entangled Principle of Waveforms

When one becomes two
the two move together
entangled.
What happens to one
happens to the other.
This creates a wave form.
This wave is the basis for cosmic consciousness.

When one is one only
it resides within individual consciousness
and resides in separation.

Yet nothing truly resides in this
as all atoms
all relationships
become entangled in the sense
that we are all one
or were all part of One
once.
Resting inside the great dream of Creator
we were mere potentiality
and now we have been made real
set free
yet bearing the curious lineage
of the wave form
which is the Divine.

When two come together
they interact
in unison
through the quantum field
and resonate
as one
a wave
which remains
as long as the two remain in similar
energy vibration....

Entangled

Along with my quantum journey into the incredibly small and large, I was shown how particles are connected....and that everything in the universe is connected through this principle of Entanglement. At the time that this happened, I stumbled across this video quite by (happy) accident as it begins to explain how the soul connection can work and how kundalini erases space and opens us to the All:

This video helps to spell out some of the issues that came crashing into my reality when I began to see the subatomic to cosmic scales in reality unfold before me and how everything was tied together through a dual energy field that I could feel was masculine and feminine energy (ultimately) and which were expressed in a myriad of ways in our reality. Watch this video and catch the quantum wave!

Beyond the Now

We are each born of this boundless present
that we call Now.
Its powerful.
Its here
and its....(chortle)
NOW.

But its more than that.
Take my hand;
cool and wet the path is
moss grows
backwards and forwards time flows here
into an infinity of NOWS.
We can easily get lost in them
but the secret is knowing that inside of us
is the one true NOW.

The truth is that now expands outward
forming our reality.
Its powerful
its all there is
and yet
there is more than just now.
Now spreads out like a blanket
it creates infinity
out of its one moment.
Like you and I
when we embrace
infinity is born of us
you and I
we birth this sacred third.
This is Divine Energetics
this is the way forward.

We are limited only by what we presently know and believe.
There are infinities of things to know
and in knowing
we can feel them.
In feeling we conceive what the mind cannot....
in this moment
all nows expand outward.
This is the deeper understanding
of NOW.
We expand into multidimensionality
in this way.
We enter into the expanding present
which is that radiation of timelesness
that explodes into all times.
Reaching into this place
you concieve beyond the tunnel your perception suggests to you
that relativity asked that you step out of
and that the quantum world reveals
there is more.

So as I hold your hand
cool
warm
and damp
hearts beating loud in our ears
all presents expand into our present
not crowding
but enfolding
in true multidimensionality.
Its not easy to get until you get it;
subtle natural perfect.

By reaching this place
you will tap your boundless potential
and know yourself beyond time
the here and now
a present unto its own
but which is connected to a still deeper Now.

Come with me now......

A Conspiracy of Sound

Before I plunge headlong into this issue I want to say that I am attracted to what I am going to discuss because it is another example of how our universe may well be constructed so that we have optimal forms of energy for us to experience which are themselves tied into a vibratory frequency that is the frequency of awakening and healing.  That is to say, a whole realm of numeric relationships that are expressed through all of nature.  Here, we are seeing only the result, the EFFECTS of something still deeper.  I am of the mind that we have tended to turn a blind eye to nature because of our attitude that it cannot be trusted, that it must be subdued but not well understood as it is reflected in our own natures.  After all, aren't we told that these things are demonic, or sinful? Is it possible that we have collectively been asked to turn a blind eye to a realm of experience which we naturally did because of our tendency to want to buy into beliefs that would in turn become so installed that we would not even bother to question them?  Is there a secret lying in all of nature that could lead us to a better understanding for how to BE as beings that are more evolved, more at ease with one another, and more at peace?  Isn't the nature of all nature to remain in a state of balance instead of being always on edge, ready to go to war, ready at any moment  to strike back at a world that we have learned to mistrust?


Last night a friend of mine was talking about a bruhaha being discussed about how the Rockefeller's sought to change the tuning of all instruments as, this articles posits, to militarize music, shifting it from a more healing and peaceful vibration to one that was less harmonic and peaceful.  If you know much about music you will learn quickly the math that is bound up in it.  It has a structure and order, much like all other things in our world, yes, but music as its been conceived by us and expressed in terms of time signatures, base and treble clef's as well as cording and harmonics, may express within its form a series of necessary elements that are reflected all through nature.  How this happens, I think need not be the result of an intellectual pursuit but merely through our most ancient and most developed and most submerged sense: feeling.  We can feel it.  We don't need studies or endless analysis. So by feeling intuitively, we can live as we were meant to be.  To be able to feel it we need to wash away the patterning that tells us that the old way is the preferred way.  We have to, in effect, undo some of our patterning that has taken place.  Some might call this brain washing.  Some might simply say that we are recorders when young and soak everything up like a sponge until about age 7 or so. Studies suggest that we remain in a brain state that provides a more direct access to our subconscious until around age 7.  After that age range we become less and less susceptable to this patterning. This is why the early years are so important. This is why we really do need to follow our instincts of keeping violence away from our children, harm, hurt, as well as sound thinking and feeling.  Problem is, we have been so steeped in this disharmonious culture that it can get a little hard to recognize what's good and bad sometimes.

Luckily, as more people wake up, they are finding that things just aren't right....this is not some rational sense, but something that comes from their deepest sense of intuition.  Perhaps what we have is a reality, a world, that was designed and which has evolved under a given series of vibrational patterns that have been found to be most optimal to harmony and good living.  Shifting those patterns even a small degree could have large consequences when taking the world as a whole into account. Pythagoras felt that everything in the world could be understood in terms of numbers, that there was a continuity from one form, one sound, and one thought to another.  If all of life has emerged out of a certain harmonic baseline (think of how the Golden Mean or Section for example) This baseline of related effects (such as numerical relationships, for one) it could well point to an underlying principle of mathematical harmonics that show or express a deeper underlying foundation that could be the preference that all life has for certain ways of being.  My sense is that if this is true, as some of the material in this article suggests, nature has been pointing to the way to be all along.

If we look back at our ancient history we see efforts to subvert nature over what I can only describe as a lack of trust IN nature.  Nature has, historically,  been something to be conquered or even dominated.  Its rhythms were not to be heeded or listened to, for these were those doorways to depravity, desires run amok, and a world of the subconscious that simply could not be trusted. Concurrent with this has been a rise in paternalism.  The role of the feminine has been submerged, cast aside, ignored.  Could it be that in big and small ways, we have sought to ignore the more intuitive sides of our individual and collective selves....our more feminine natures? Certainly there is support for the idea that the feminine aspects of human nature and our connection to the natural world have been reflected in the natural world.

Shakti, in the Hindu tradition, was the aspect of the universe which was connected to the natural world with Shiva being aligned with the spiritual nonmaterial aspects of experience.  Gaia was both the world and the Womb of the World. She gave birth to us all, nurtured us and protected us.  Mother Earth was herself the great Mother as seen in the Native traditions of Northern and Southern America. Since early Christianity there has been an effort to demonize all of our natural impulses, to cease trusting them, to believe them to be suspect. And why? Could this all be just a wrong-headed attempt to sow fear and control? Modern analysis has shown that only in going deep into that realm of "unacceptable" impulses do we ever reach a level of healing and unity within the self.  My own experience with awakening has shown me that when I listen to those inner tides of my soul and subconscious, I am able to become more whole, and more at peace.  The very process of delving into this forbidden territory has been the very pathway to my truer salvation.  Not some mental construct of salvation where I go to heaven somewhere. The heaven is found within. We have been told, then, to look beyond ourselves in an ongoing struggle of seeking salvation and healing in a way that entirely misses the very territory that must be cleaned up first. Look away from yourselves.  Set your eyes to heaven!

 I found that there was a lot of music and television that simply hurt to listen to or watch as my system lit up with the energy of kundalini.  Some of it was the content, but a lot of it was how it SOUNDED.  What WAS that feeling I got with some music?  Was there something there that simply was not right at some deeper more fundamental, perhaps nuanced level?   Perhaps what we need as a species is a certain kind of environment based in a design fundamental that is harmonious to life itself, the same kind of environment that we provide all new life.  Music itself is very powerful since it meshes with our emotional centers so quickly.  Music IS emotion.  All the more reason to take a close look at what it can do for us in a positive way. Learning to get rid of the negative stuff becomes an increasingly easier issue.  We simply stop in this moment going back to the negative.  Change, then, becomes very quick.  But I am wandering a bit side-ways from the point of all of this, which will be a bit long-winded (but hopefully interesting!).

The result of this article, whose author is Leonard G. Horowitz,  points out how others have sought to exert control in our world, co-opted music as another method in an arsenal of control of the human psyche.  The article delves into how the Rockefeller's became involved with the Nazis who were themselves heavily into mind control and whose non-indicted members of its military apparatus were brought over to Canada and the US to begin mind control work for both governments with the supposition that if we did not get them, the Russians would.  Up until the end of the war Russia was an ally....but the apparatus was turning to create another new chapter in control through fear; the cold war.  At the end of the war the Rockefeller's were the subject of legal action by the U.S. Government for their involvement with the Nazis and their sound experiments.  Perhaps the idea was that if you got the whole world just a little agitated maybe this would result in people being that much easier to cajole into going to war.  War itself benefits a small minority of bomb makers and military complex types.

The crux of the article I think is contained in these series of passages, all contiguous in the article:

According to preliminary research, analysis, and professional discussions by Walton, Koehler, Reid, et al., on the web,(23) A=440Hz frequency music conflicts with human energy centers (i.e., chakras) from the heart to the base of the spine. Alternatively, chakras above the heart are stimulated. Theoretically, the vibration stimulates ego and left-brain function, suppressing the “heart-mind,” intuition and creative inspiration.

Not coincidently metaphysically, the interval between A=440Hz (equivalent to F#=741Hz in the ancient original Solfeggio scale) and A=444Hz (C(5)=528Hz in the ancient original Solfeggio scale) is classically known as the Devil’s Interval in musicology, due to its highly aversive disharmonious sound made when these two notes are played simultaneously.(36)

More harmonious alternatives have been obviously suppressed. For instance, during the past decade, A=444Hz (C(5)=528Hz) analysis found this frequency more compatible with nature.(22)

If humanity were to be optimally suppressed spiritually, the musical tuning of A=444Hz would be neglected religiously, as it has been. Religious leaders suppressed the original Solfeggio musical scale in which A=444Hz, virtually equivalent to (C(5)=528Hz, is the “MI” tone or “MIracle” note played by the Pythagoreans referenced by Tobias as subscribing to the bioenergetic epistemologies described by Helmholtz.(8)  Much of this recovered knowledge was suppressed over the millennia. But enough of the amazing details about 528Hz frequency (A=444Hz) are provided in Hydrosonics journal, LOVE528.com, and LOVE The Real da Vinci CODE, to prompt international outrage concerning the A=440Hz imposition, and a musical revolution. (22)

This knowledge best explains why so many musicians intuitively feel better tuning up, or down, a bit sharp or flat, from A=440Hz “standard tuning.” More natural alternatives, especially A=444Hz (C=528Hz) and A=432Hz, and have been growing in popularity.(21, 22)

Recording artists seek the ultimate musical expression reflected in Divine-human communion.  Musicians who are spiritually-sensitive to pitch are compelled instinctively to reject intrusions to pure creativity in harmony with the flow of sacred cosmic energy.

Lloyd, for example, an expert and leading critic of A=440Hz tuning, described his innate drive to “tune-up” to a “brighter,” more soothing and inspiring frequency. He described this as “an indelible calling for a higher pitch.” The British author and composer expressed his preference for precisely A=444Hz tuning. He wrote that this 4Hz higher pitch is more pleasing generally for musicians worldwide. (16) Here are his words:

My own experience in tuning an electronic organ to be used as a continuo instrument with orchestra, in the late 1940s and early ’50s, showed me that New York orchestra musicians could with difficulty be induced to tune their instruments to a'=440 Hz, but that if the organ were tuned to that pitch it would in the course of performance be flat as compared with the other instruments. If, on the other hand, I tuned the organ to a'=444 Hz, this difficulty disappeared, and I take it that this latter pitch is approximately that at which New York orchestra musicians habitually play, and to which they involuntarily tend to return even if they have started out by tuning their instruments to a'=440 Hz. (16)

To understand the harmonics and structure involved in this more original type of tuning the author uses the following diagram to explain the structure of this system the author continues:

“. . . [O]ne can make audible harmonics, such as 72Hz (9 x 8 Hz), 144Hz (18 x 8 Hz) and 432Hz; and then further synchronize the music in binaural 8Hz, to reawaken us to the orchestra of our thoughts, in the cathedrals of our minds. Such musical harmonics may also resonate and upload one into a geometrical progression and harmonic to time, which is generally accepted to be the congruence of the amino acid/codon metabolism within the DNA double helix.(25)

A=444 (C(5)=528Hz) Versus A=432

It is readily apparent from a simple mathematical analysis that A=444Hz and A=432 Hz are harmonically related and both, reportedly, therapeutic. Prove the harmony yourself by simply subtracting 432 from 444. It yields 12; where 1+2=3 in Pythagorean math. Now take 528 and subtract 444 and you also get 12, or 3. Next, take 528 and subtract 432 to get 96; where 9+6=15; and 1+5=6. This result is identical to 5+2+8=15 or 6.

Notice this set of numbers--3s, 6s, 9s and 8s--are always exclusively represented by these special natural pure tones, their scales, and their harmonics. This is precisely what Leonardo da Vinci’s mentors emphasized about cosmic scales and mathematics. (21, 22)

Nikola Tesla, too, taught his students about this unique set of numbers, and always applied this math in his research and inventions, including free energy machines, also suppressed by the same petrochemical-pharmaceutical corporatists that advanced A=440Hz standard tuning and nuclear energy.(26)

Tobias (page 91-92) also wrote of these esoteric “epistemologies” in the context of reviewing Rockefeller Foundation and US Navy funding for militarizing music. He wrote, “In the course of this large-scale historical transition in which bioinformatic epistemologies drew from and displaced bioenergetic [i.e., biospiritual] ones,  . . . [h]istorically, “visual music” theorists have attributed such attempts at writing sound in magnetic, electrical, electronic, or digital media as indebted to a larger history of “color organs,” alchemy, or Pythagorean or neo-Pythagorean epistemologies. Here, though, we see the tensions in clear detail: at stake is a historical transition between essentially bioenergetic epistemologies after Helmholtz and bioinformatic epistemologies emerging with Turing, Wiener, or Shannon.”(8)

In the grand tradition of “bioenergetic epistemologies,” this author advanced “The Perfect Circle of Sound”--a decryption of “The Real da Vinci Code,” featured in the esoteric artist’s most famous drawing, The Vitruvian ‘Wo/Man,’ that includes the original Solfeggio scale.(27)

Here, the 3s, 6s, and 9s, are exclusively represented by the set of natural harmonics mathematically linked to ancient Pi, Phi, the Fibonacci series, and the construction of the physical universe from sound vibrations acting on water. (36) (See mathematical proofs in Victor Showell’s monographs in the journal HYDROSONICS, and also at LOVE528.com.)

Alternatively, Tobias concluded, “the Rockefeller Foundation’s careful project management and coordination,” contributed to the materialistic versus metaphysical industrialization of music in the media. (8)

So the idea goes, by tuning to, say, a 432 Hz vibration, we create music that is more harmonious to us because it is in alignment with a series of vibrations that are expressed through all of nature.  Perhaps there are vibrations that are carried all the way into the higher harmonics of life force energy, the vital force of the universe itself, the very energy most who have these awakenings say they feel. It is not just a feeling or emotion, but a very real energy which has contained within it a sense of intelligence and that we can experience it directly without any scientific apparatus save our own energy bodies, which perhaps is the missing link in understanding the broader span of the universe? While all of this can get incredibly technical and dull, the idea is that there is an optimal series of vibrations that we feel best at.  In my case, kundalini is a perfect example of how this optimal energy seeks expression.  All we need to do to shift ourselves is a little awareness of whats best for us.  Then the trickle of change leads to dams bursting and we wind up with people having awakenings, all of which are not by any accident, as they are happening all over the place.

Update- 5/6/2011:  This article which I just found does a better job than I in revealing the breadth of this sequence of sound and structure in sound:

Redice

Update (4/8/2011):  in the following site there is an examination of the 432 frequency and something intresting pops up, which is the number three (a triangle).  This form is important for how it is related to the other forms of three that seem to pop up all through nature and has also has figured prominently in spiritual principles for how spiritual energy works (you have to look into things more obscure such as the Gnostic concepts of the divine triad, for one, and the interrelationship between the yin and yang, which produces a third energy some call Cosmic Consciousness for example).  The three is important as its a building block not only of matter but of energy as well.  The triadic nature of our being as I cover in my book is important to begin to understand and how filled we are with this principle.  To see more go here:

Omega Music and the Triad


The article is in full here:

Music

Perhaps everything contained in this article is merely pointing to the result of something larger, which is that nature was designed and built as an optimal machinery, a biological device for living, being, and for sensing and even measuring the universe in ways no other apparatus could ever do.  In our materialistic bent, though, we have relied upon repeatable and observable phenomenon.  What about what we ourselves observe?  I think that when we overcome our shortcomings about nature....OUR nature....we will learn how to trust ourselves more and discover the things that have lain buried for so long.  The last great frontier may be our minds, our souls, our own nature as part of the rest of nature.  Perhaps through that peephole, or telescope, we might well discover some great things about the universe.  By returning something as simple as a way to tune instruments, we could perhaps effect one very small change on the world that could raise the tide and which could have larger implications worldwide. It is generally understood that even small effects, projected outward into a larger environment from the individual, that we see larger more noticeable effect in the whole.  I think its time that we tried.